True Identities

100th post

2009-11-16T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hey i only have a few minutes left so its realllyyy quick. I'm moving my blog already at http://hidden-masquerades.blogspot.com/

But it's not done yet anyway. Sorry for all the inconvenience caused at relinking and all.

its been enternity

2009-11-16T02:49:00.000-08:00

Its been a looong time since i've posted. Unfortunately i can't use th computer for a while(its not short), so i'm temporarily closing down this blog. Anyway this blog's sick and tired and old. Time to make a new blog!

Why bother! But oh well: let me reply your tags while i can:
Priyaa: Sorry i havent been able to visit your blog often. I will tag your blogs!
Hillary: Hahah! Yeah i know that. Not celebrating it anyway.
venessa: I'm not sure, it comes with the blogskin codes.
Carin: hahah thanks!

P.S: I hate this blog already!

Halloween

2009-10-31T06:42:00.000-07:00

Oooh! So its the start of the holidays, and if i'm not wrong, Halloween ! I've always wanted to come to a halloween party and do that "trick or treats" thingamagic.

I've uploaded the pics of 2F's last days on facebook. Seeing those pictures make me feel sad. Even though it wasn't all happy and merry, i'm still definitely gonna miss 2F. Sniffs ! We've been through so much during these two years, its like a roller coaster ride, yep, there were ups and downs. But still, towards the end, we came out as a ~~Not so~~bonded class. 2F has definitely given me happy memories! I won't forget those crazy peoples that gave colour to my life. Trust me, they're not so easy to forget. Hehs. (:

Anyway ! There's this new movie called Bi sang(Emergency) That Kim Bum is starring in. Th trailer's here. He has like 4 or 5 hairstyles in that movie alone, and some of them are just bizzare. LOL.

New moon's coming out on 20th nov. I must watch !

Lethargy

2009-10-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

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I won't be updating much. Th internet's freaking slow. Seriously. I have no idea why. And i'm super tired, sleplt very long today, and took lots of naps, coughing and having a fever now. I hope school just ends soon. I guess i'll take Double science then. I wonder if i cope with Chinese next year. Arghh !

Anyways, apart from that. I watched the episode of Boys over Flowers where they featured Gu JunPyo's mother. I know its late but i wanted to watch everything-movies and dramas- after th exams. Although i totally hate her i find her strangely terrifying. "I won't be satisfied until i am at the top". That was her line, OMG seriously scarily awesome line. She's like th richest lady boss of the biggest Company in Korea(in th show) called Shinhwa. She's succesful but snobbish.

Nothing much to say. Except that i should start writing letters for everyone to give on Monday.

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Hahah ! NO problemo ! Congrats on yours too. Its okay !
Guest: Hey, may i know who you are? Did u tag my blog before too? anyway, thanks for th compliment ! Hahs, ah well, doesn't matter. 2E's bound to be th highest in something or another.

Exam results

2009-10-21T04:17:00.000-07:00

Findstuff 22
Ah how i adore Halloween !

Anyways, got back our results today. Didn't do really well for Chinese with a C5, A2 for english, yeah thats ok. But besides that, A1 for everything else ! So there's reason to celebrate! Im especially happy about History, so definitely history next year! Thank you Mrs Jean ho, Miss Tio, Mr Loke, Mdm Wong Bee ting, Mdm Chong, Mrs Myrnel Koh, Mr Li, Mrs Pecky Wong, Mdm wong!

Oooh I'm addicted to Ring Ding Dong and Chewed Gum! I do want to watch "up" and "New moon"! Now it seems that school is mocing SUPER SLOW! Im counting th days to th end of school. HURRY UP! Oh oh ! Streaming streaming ! Its gonna be real scary and exciting, im not sure whether i should take triple science, double science seems better for me. Well whatever! Im not gonna think too much about this ! XD Sayonara!

TAG REPLIES:
Cheyenne: Im addicted to it !
Nancy: NO PROBLEMO! XD
Amalina: I like Onew's new hairstyle! And yeah i like Chung Lim's songs !
Uma: Hahs! OKAYYY! xd
Joanne: Hahs, we need to catch up with each other;s lifes.

Music Craze

2009-10-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hey hey ! Wassup ?

A few hours ago th teachers would probably be marking th exam papers, Arghh im feeling a lil nervous. ah well.. Im confused about how many weeks left to th end of school. Two weeks or one. LOL.

Anyways, can you believe this is kim Bum? He got featured in a Japanese Magazine. LOL. I also heard that he's going to act in a new movie, called Bisang or Flight,Emergency, set to release on 3rd Dec.

Credits: Thanks Bumsso!

This week's i've been checking out songs and everything so here's some:

Cheyenne told me to check out Shinee's new single and its reallyy reallyy nice! Its their third album i think. They look.. Well, gothic. Hahs.

And this a relatively new singer but i like his songs thou! His name is Chung Lim. This isn't his upbeat dance songs but i like this th best. Although th lyrics are kinda wierd. Hahs, its call chewed Gum. Hmmm..

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And and and ! OMg i first heard this song on Radio and when i looked it up on youtubeand saw th music video i didnt realize who sang it, then i saw th comments and turns out th singer's a 15 year old boy. :O Amazing seyy. (Cnt find th orignal embedding disabled by request)

Tag replies!
Cheyenne: Hahah ! Ok i will i hate him!
Venessa: Hahs! Yups, im missing way too much Reality tvs.
Juliana: LOL, i decided to have mercy on you and relink you! XD

it took me even before i knew it

2009-10-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

top: 1. Cousins at aunt's house
2. Younger generation at Grandma's house
3. religious class
4. Three musketeers at a super nice house!
5.After EOYs
W.O.W

I cnt believe it . Th exams are finally and officially over. No more late studying nights ! YEAHHH !

Hahs, so recap recap! Generally th papers weren't as hard as i thought, but there were careless areas. A lil afraid of the results . Gee, Maths paper 2 wasn't very well done,paper 1 wasnt so bad, Chinese was better than expected, DNT was total fail, it was th only paper i had no time to complete and its supposed to be th easiest paper. GRR ! Science was tricky, english was normal. Besides that i only got 1 IR form for not writing my name, well actually i hardly wrote my name on the papers except th first page, i didn't wanna waste time. Hahah ! I love the pink and brown foolscap papers ! I wish everything foolscap papers would not be blue.

Well, anyway, th rest is up to wednesday, where we'll recieve all our papers.

Went Hari Raya visiting too, today jireh, Nancy, CK, Cheyenne, Akshay, Daniel, Annabel went to my house, Hahs, played Truth or dare, which was funny and after that we liked watched Boys over flowers SO FUNNY we were like commenting on how ugly Lee MInho looks with his curly hair and anything. Critcs i dare say we are. (No offense to any LEe Minho fans yeah.) LOLO, anyways, th houses that we visited were totally amazing. there was this house that was 4 storeys high and had a sauna, a sauna! Now how cool is that! Hahah grown fatter earned collections. Hehs.

So th exams are over, i've planned out a whole curriculum for the holidays because i totally promised to pamper myself to th fullest after th exam.

1.Saturday Nancy's house and maybe popping in to priyaa's house for Deepavali
2.Monday nancy's birthday party
3.Sometime next week gonna meet out with my pri sch mates for some top secret stuff (:
4. Watch New moon!!!
5. Watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs if i have th chance
6. watch korean dramas and finish boys over flowers
7.movie marathon!
8. Write more chapters of my story
9. Reality show marathon! (Survivor, amazing race, blah)
10. More random outings, probably class outing at Akshay's
100. You cnt finsih this list, neither can i.

Well anyways- TAG REPLIES:
Loysius: Hahs, yes, well not version but same tune, almost. Hard to explain until you listen to it.
Amanda: Hahs, good to hear. Yep, exams are over so stress's pretty much out of my dictionary. Hahs !
Mira: Hahas ! same !both our Exams ended then ! we should go out watch new moon ! Yeah 5 in unison ! Hahs, i think i know what th hot gossip's all abt, but lets wait and see what you have to spill. Hehs.

Break-ed

2009-10-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

Woah, this is damn cool.

Anyways, i decided to rest on Friday because it's the last day of school for th week, i always dun feel like studying on Fridays. Hahs.

And and and, can you believe it?? There's only 3 weeks to the end of school. Minus 6 weekdays, 5 days exam, deeparaya, marking day and script checking day. That leaves us with 6 days of proper school, it's surprisingly short! Overlooked that -.- I'm going to write letters and buy gifts for people. Yeahh !

Yesterday was Children's day, i cnt believe we're not celebrating it anymore, youth day just doesnt seem that celebrative at all. But thank god for some of my teachers who actually bought sweets and gifts, cool aye !

Arghh, i'm so damn tired. I just wish th exams will leave as quickly as it comes, so for everyone- good luck for your exams !! XD

Hillary: Hahah! Thats why im good in th art of sneaking! XD
Cheyenne: Hahs th bus was horrible aite, cool cool(:
Uma: Hahah ! Yep we have to watch New moon !XD

Half-buried

2009-09-25T02:15:00.000-07:00

A quick Update.

Got back my history test. It was horrible. Seriously. Lost marks at comparing and SEQ. Ms Tio said i could have gotten higher marks and my conclusion for SEQ was good, but i didn't explain my points with examples, there: 4 marks gone! I hate LORMS !

Plan plan plans ! Need to go for Religious class tonight. Darn, dun wanna go. I'm super tired, i realised that i've been sleeping in class more often,i just put my head down on th table and BAM, im down. LOL. Tmr need to go for more Hari Raya Visiting, but that might be cancelled. I think i'm going visiting on Sunday too ! Hahs ! Nancy's birthday after exams and might be inviting peeps to my house as well. I'm going to make sure i enjoy myself after exams. It feels like streaming's more stressful than PSLE, imagine O levels. :O
[EDITED]:

Oh yeah ! And i nearly forget. This is for Cheyenne, who loves SHinee like mad. 23rd Sept is Key's birthday ! he's 18 in korea right?(They add an additional 1 year to their age) Well, anyway, guess what Key's real name is: Kim Ki Bum ! Thats cool aint ! There's another Kim Ki Bum in SUJU. Anyway, Happy belated Key! [/EDITED]

I almost finished with my DNT car. Urghh ! The car just doesnt budge ! It's crazy, thats 20 points lost if i dun work on my propelling. And i'm hooked onto Icarly, the latest buzz and Zack and Cody ! Ok anyways, time's up for me. Gotta go, tata !

Venessa: Hahs, didnt know you like him !
Cheyenne: hey !
Uma: Hahah! Okok ! (: Thanks !
Lungs: Thanks for relinking !

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

New moon's set pictures have been released. Thanks to Atomic popcorn. just thought i'll show them to you. But anyways,

Selamat Hari Raya !

I wanted to Study, but since i'm going to my grandma's house for Hari Raya in one hour, mights as well give up th chance and use th com. Besides, i need to complete th class Model Award thingy. I wonder when it's due? Hmmm,gonna eat lunch now, so cya !

Juliana: hahah ! Well, they'll just see more illegible handwriting !
Priyaa: OMG ! Sorry seyyy ! Need to reread th books. Hahs, we should ! december holidays !

Last day of Fasting

2009-09-19T11:33:00.000-07:00

Just went out for Hari Raya. Th last day of fasting ! Went to many places. It was kinda cool and crazily crowded. Many decorations for Deepavali and Hari Raya- Deeparaya ! LOL. Tmr going to Grandmother's house. Gonna have a feast !

It feels like a holiday. Somehow i don't want school to come, i prefer studying at home, or someone else's house. I just cnt study in school. Have no idea why. Hahs,

That;s Paramore btw, its been a lone time since i listened to them. Misery business! fences ! crushcrushcrush! Still love em'.

Writing my story now, edited first 4 chapters. Writing the sixth. its turning out well. I love every word of it ! *YAWNS* Tired much? Hahs, goodnight !

I'm eyeing you

2009-09-18T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hey !

Its been a long time since i blogged. Been studying , but decided i needed some time on the com. Hahs, fasting's ending already and ramadhan's round th corner. Went out today to NTUC to buy foodstuff and all, but didn't get much so we're going again tmr. LOL.

Had history test today, it was really short, 30minutes ! It was torture for my hands, i actually think th SBQ on comparing was th hardest! I had to skip that question, i was abit doubtful for my structured essay question, Infering was easy.

I still have some drama photos not given out ! !!!! LOL, i was late for th first time. I woke up pretty late but i didn't really care to look at th time, so i just took my time. I actually forgot th discipline's master's name, th one that speaks like an ahbeng, yep, him. We were at the assembly and he was like "three rows three rows!" And we were, duhh, all lethargic and tired, so we're groggy and he just kepy saying "three rows!" It was kinda funny.

Ok, here's a megapost, stuffed with videos and all cuz i don't think im gonna use th com anymore after Monday. Hahs, Found the other trailer for New Moon. I know everyone will be like Jacob black's hot and edward and blahblah. But actually, th first thing that caught my eye were the Vulturi. OMG OMG OMG THEY WERE SO FREAKING COOL. Jane is like WOWWOWWOW, the vulturi were like some egyptian gods. Bella's acting seemed pretty good, New moon's like th most climax part for her cuz its when she goes all sad and deluded. Jacob cut his hair like how my school would have wanted us to cut it, i think he gets th most spotlight during New moon. Alice alice alice love her ! And did they add some new effects on the vampires eyes, i kinda liked that. But i think they really need to add more special effects. ONce again, the VULTURI !

I was watching ET(entertainment tonight), and i saw this part where the host was talking about how Taylor swift recieved the award for best video i think, and Kanye West interrupted by saying Beyonce had th best video. Kinda extra. Seriously, and this isn't th first time he's interupted something right? BUt taylor swift remained cool about it , i would have slapped him, and beyonce was also nice, i think she won another award and when she was supposed to give a speech, she gave it to taylor.

The last picture was just th fact that i couldnt help it. Hahs, its his new look after th latest Drama- Dream. I havent been watching it,it didn't look very good on th first few episodes but its picking up pace, gladly. Kim Bum fainted seven times for real because he had lack of sleep and worked too hard! that's sad right ! Nvm Nvm kim bum must continue working hard. Fighting !

Overall th week's just rocky, it's full of stuffing your head into textbook kinda thing. Did th lifeskills skit today, it wasn;t bad , although we did not practise, it was fun thou. I'm actually glad we had MDM Chong, even thou we were laughing and not really focused she said that she understood that we could not practise enough and that she actually unederstood the plot. Whew ! I need to: Finish DNT and Complete the modal class award thing.

[There are three obstacles in life that block you from what you really want to do: Reality, Love and hate]
that's actually kinda true.
[We should all stick to our imaginations, because reality, really, is just another obstacle, one that can never be overcomed]
Or maybe, we should be facing up to it?

Priyaa: Hahah ! Alright, sorry yeah i could only use th com now, will tag !
Cheyenne: hahah ! Sorry ! XD yep i loved it tried to find means to DL it but cnt !! ):
Juliana: Haha ! OK ! :D Thanks !

OverwhelmingEmotions

2009-09-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

Omg this picture is just overwhelming. :O

I Heard that They're gonna publish a book about f4, its sort of like a photo montage, Called SOFF- Or story of four flowers? I think. Hahs, Well, im getting it only for Kim Bum. LOL.

Anyway, I'm getting so much better thank god. Seriously, i have so much to thank him for. Hahs, Ramadhan's almost over.

Somehow, i'm just excited. I really have no idea. When i woke up this morning i just felt like jumping and getting all crazy. Hmm, how shall i describe this amazing feeling? I feel like accomplishing many things and at th same time, there's this funny feeling that i'm just gonna fail, and i'm gonna cry, but i'm also gonna cry over something that i'm overjoyed with. I feel blissful and entirely free from worry. Right now, i'm just excited. I wouldnt say Happy, but just excited. I'mtalkingcrap.

Hahaha ! You don't have to decipher it. I don't think i actually made sense. I actually studied for pretty long today, was surprised. Doing my DNT project now, came up with a great idea, finally after months of stoning at th workshop. Also working on my story- gone through major and i think my first 4 chapters are ready. Yeahh !

There's this thing on facebook? Something about "Make a photo to show all your friends now! http://apps.facebook.com/pickupfriends/" What th hell is that? It keeps showing up on my facebook page?? Its a weird application, because th people i dont know tags me. Weird.

FYI
Th holidays. sadly, are coming to an end. Affirmative.

Tag replies:
Maryana: Hahs, sure (:

Heavenly

2009-09-07T05:10:00.000-07:00

Seriously shit seyy. Im down with the FLU !

My head's spinning and i cnt sleep. Darn and tmr i'm supposed to go out.

Today i couldnt even close my eyes so i went and watched TV at 4 in th morning. LOL, i watched history channel. You know, i actully like history alot, super interesting !

Hopefully i can get well in time . Panadol !

This holiday is turning out to be quite th disaster.

TAG REPLIES:
Mariyah: HEYHEY ! YEAH I RMBR YOU! Kekek thanks for tagging.
venessa: Thanks

So slow !

2009-09-05T09:31:00.001-07:00

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OMG th internet is just getting slower and slower !

Watched the encore of Singapore Idol ! I liked Malaque Mahdaly, Tabitha nauser and Farhan shah ! Thou i wished Frances would have made it to top 12, she went off pitch during that episode. ):

I find greek and egyptian mythology rather fascinating.

Today is an extremely hot day.

TAG REPLIES:
Uma: Hahah ! Its sort of weird looking, th colours. I think changing it would be better. :D Find one that suits your personality. XD

Last Day of School !

2009-09-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

FINALLY IT IS FRIDAY AND THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

You know i realised something, school's just doesnt want to release students on time on the last days of schools. They'll always make us stay back for some stupid reason: Scoldings, hair, socks, etc etc. This time is CLEANING THE CLASSROOM.

Urghh.

The exams are seriously near so i'll have to buck up. Shizz, i did not do so well for th CA2, but im happy, its better than what i expected.

This is so cool ! I'm learning korean- its actually pretty easy and i reckon its actually helping me understand chinese ! BUt the pronunciation is kinda hard- its has to be precise becuase the sounds between two different consonants are very similar.

I think i should stop blogging for a while. Hahs- but here are th tag replies: thanskf for tagging !

Amanda: Hhas, thanks, life is hectic . SHizz.
Sheree: Thansk !
Uma: Hahah ! Its a transformation !LOL. thanks i like yours too, just change your blogskin .
Joey: Thanks, and how do u do th heart thingy !
Carin: Thanks ! XD
Joanne: Hahs, not really, still th same. BUt Mrs ho called me a baloon, lol.
Priyaa: Hahs, you'll grow taller, you have fists of steel, so it doesnt matter. Hehs, and My URl- its a long exaplination theres ahuge meaning behind it. Hahs, related to my story. KEKKEKEK !

Teacher;s day

2009-08-31T08:47:00.000-07:00

So today was th teacher's day celebration ! Yeahhh !

In the morning i quickly rushed through the remaining letters i had left and thenw as a lil bit late for school. but Faifield's performance this year was good good ! I give 4/5 stars. I like th councillor video- so you think you can teach thingyy ! The first band that played, hot and cold by katy perry- I LOVED IT !!!!!! The dancers were so cute ! But i didnt really like th second one- the one who played new divide by linkin park- erm a lil bit too action act cool material. He tried to lift up th microphone stand and do that rocking thing but it failed. Hahs, but very cute anyways ! Th class chairmans had to present a photo frame to th teachers after that- made by the class. Jet made me go, but Mdm chong's expression was priceless, "Oh thank you Haris!" "You guys did such a great job!" LOL.

After that it was like ELECTRONS ! Students were just flowing here and there, finding teachers, carrying HUGE stacks of presents. I decided to put it in th teacher's locker, more safe, Ehem ehem lol. I wrote letter for almost every teacher, but not all, felt bad damn. After that, me skshay nancy hillary were crazying around, catching teacher's to take pictures with, and taking pics with all th shop aunties and uncles too ! Yeahhh !

I went home after that, took a rest, then headed to PEPS, again it was crowded. Damn, everyone grew taller, seriously i just see- CHANGE everywhere ! LOL. Met up with the 5 in unison and my other friends, hahs, it was really fun and that jnust made me happy. Seriously miss everyone at PEPS. And the Primary ones were SO CUTE AND SMALL AND SHORT !!!!!! GAHHHHH !!!!!! Were we like that last time, UNBELIEVABLE. The worst thing about this was- today was th first day of exams for those kiddos. ): Pity them; . i didnt snap much but here goes. You can catch more on my facebook.

Priyaa: She's more funnnier now, and more womanly, may i please bring your attention to the baqg she is carrying ! IT IS PINK !XD

Mira: Always on the lookout for eyecandy as usual. I think she grew taller too ! ):

Krish: More curly greasy hair but still short and i still hate him for SOTA!!!

Shafiq:: Skinny and more fashion sense now. I want to know WHY he is so skinny !

Bryan: Still very cute cute witht those small eyes and his face is so smooth ! Where are th pimples !

Steifan: Skinnier but i think he's more flexible now. Future martial arts artist i guess.

Uma: Suddenly on th lookout for eyecandy, more womanly too but jsut as cheerful ! (:

Alex: Just as geeky, just as funny, but he is more skinnier and shorter, he needs to grow taller. Heheh.

Sugganiah, Alagu and Saraswathi and th others are so much funnier now LOL !

All in all, i seriously miss you guys. those memories stay like eternal jewels in my heart. So much has happened and we've all changed, for th better of course. I remember, when we were all fools, kids, crazy, fun-loving, we still have that foolishness within us, but we're all stronger now. Thanks for being with me, being my close friends, sharing with me, whatever happens, we'll stick through it together. :]

Th meeting was quite short but it was worth while. (:

TAG REPLIES:
Joey: Hahah ! Ok ! :]
Hillary: LOL Whatever !

Idol !

2009-08-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

Heyhey Waddap !?

Finishing up last minute teacher's day letters. I took longer than i expected. Hehs, but still, i CNT WAIT FOR TMR ! :D

Watched Singapore idol yesterday! After a long break from season 2, its finally back. LOL. Could see alot of good singers. KEKEKE. But there was way too much drama and crying. Really, every episode was filled with tears. I love frances ! I like her bubbly personality ! And she got onto the top 24 ! Yeah ! I was sad that rachel Gan(Rmbr that Ah lian girl?) was out ): I kinda liked her, she had potential but i think nervousness pulled her down, nvm, you have to try again next year !!!! and btw, she does look abit like Rachel Huang ! Hehehs ! I think this year, th judges were a little too mean. it feels like they're trying to be Simon cowell but failing horribly- hmmm whatever i still love them !

Anyways, i only can use th com for a short while so byee !

Black Tiaras

2009-08-28T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hahs, these songs are ADDICTING ! GAHHH !

I'm finally able to use the computer. The first thing that appeared on Firefox was "Sorry unable to get a connection" -.- LOL.

Yesterday was science test: it was HORRIBLE ! damn, i didnt do 2 questions. Nowadays, all th exams are so slow. ): Lost 6 marks, gonna fail it man. Need to buck up for EOY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL
Thanks for being a nice Gan-mei and a crazy person.LOL. I hope you'll enjoy FOURteen and HAVE HAVE HAVE LOTS OF FUN !

I heard that today was micheal Jackson's Birthday . Its sad that he couldn't live to today. Death can be unexpected and sneaky, it takes us away when we're unprepared. I was randomly watching TV, and then there was this news channel, forgot what was it, that calculated the total number of days it took to find a final resting place for michael- 65.

Anyways, Monday is teachers day and i haven't really prepared my gifts and all. Time moves so FAST!!! ARGHH !

Tag replies:
Amanda: What! Your getting out of faifield, to where? Geez thats sad yozx ):
Priyaa: Haha ! Dramatic, excited, frustrated- three words enough?
Hillary: Ni deng de qiao ! XD
Amalina: Hahs ! YEAHH ! I see you are one too, when i got onto your blog it was all Happy Birthday .
Sheree: Will link ya !

Air con

2009-08-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

Hey

In school now, IT lesson. Enjoying the cool aircon air.

Hillary reminds me of a martial arts master(except the master aint really true)

LOL, teachers day is coming, I've brimming with ideas, and already bought presents. Taking pictures with the teachers. LOL, Mrs Jean ho was so funny, she wants me to photoshop off her blemishes, KEKEKEKEKE :D

Science test coming, need to studyy !

I cnt wait for teachers day! SeriouslY, its gonna be a blast!

I'll reply your tags later because the internet is so slow here!!!!

Seriously ! *kills himself*

SARANGHAE!

Jump without fear

2009-08-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

and maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
and this is my reaction to everything I fear
'cus i've been going crazy I dont wanna waste another minute here

Wasssupp??

Today was math's test . It was well, not that hard. But im sure i had alot of careless mistakes, had two calculators at home but forgot to bring BOTH ! Damn ! Had to go around sms-ing people.

After school went to buy some stuff for the teachers, including Mdm Chong, but in th end i ended up buying stuff for myself as well, IMPULSE HAS GOTTA STOP! LOL. But i discovered so many items that i never really found until i dug deep into the shop, but then you get this feeling and you think to yourself, "im going to BUY this," and then the price tags magically appears before your eyes. I died before i even finished.

I've been feeling more and more cheerful as the week goes, so yeah ! You should watch this comedy, the old woman is SO FUNNNYYYYY!!!!!

There's this brand of clothing called Spris in Korea and its really cool ! I like th designs ! Too bad there aint one in Singapore, or i would go for the kill.

I find this hilarious. But she's uniquely pretty.

Hahha imitating that cat !

Source:AshToh@Wordpress :D

TAG REPLIES:
Joey: HEYHEY WASSUP!
Hillary: oh yes yes i can still see my toes, th ego's high! Burning calories compensate for th feast !
Amanda: HEYYY ! relink again ! LOl that was fast, But still , RELINKED ;D

그 때 나는 미스

Paralysed

2009-08-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

Wide awake, my mistake
So predictable
You were fake, I was great
Nothing personal

I'm walking
Who's laughing now?
(Who's laughing, who's laughing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
You talk for hours
But you're wasting lines
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
I'm gonna break your little heart in two

Party queen, cause a scene
So ridiculous
Little dress, maybe less
So conspicuous

You're falling
Who's crashing now?
(Who's crashing, who's crashing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
I'm moving on
But you're left behind
[ All Time Low Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Don't be so sentimental, no
This is love is accidental, so
Give it up
This was never meant to be
More than a memory for you

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
(When I break your little heart in two)
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Its called break your little heart. Its a nice song by all time low. I'm starting to like their songs. You might wanna listen to lost in stereo and weightless too. They're nice beats.

Anyways, yesterday, went to Grandma's house for break-fast !First day lol. It was a Feast! (Hi Hillary). My cousins are cool creatures. I had fun. Im gonna change specs soon. Thank god my degrees aint that high.. yet. But the man who checked my eyesight was really weird. He kept expalining to me over and over again about the red and green light and how he needs to correctly estimate my eye sight and some weird other stuff. And i found out again that im stuck in medieval times. Sniffs. They are using weird instruments to check my eyesight. It rained in the night too, kinda spooky.

DNT Project- I MUST IDEATE! I am still confused with this whole circuits thing. I mean science. And maths, Chapter 8 is killing me. The formulas for cylinders and pyramids and cones AHHHHH! *STRAGLES MYSELF* .

*After a few minutes* BUt im glad that i've started studying.

TAG replies:
Carin: LOl yeah epic fan!
Venessa: GLAD YOU AGREE ! Why can't the teachers just give us more time?? With more time, our handwriting willl be more neater ! XD

Medieval Times

2009-08-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

you can try to push me from you, nothing you do will keep us a part.
cause it's too late, there's no escape, might as well face it,
baby, we're stuck with each other (stuck with each other)
ain't nothin you can do about it,
it's been too long, it's been too strong
cause we belong here,
baby, we're stuck with each other(stuck with each other)
stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)

Hello !

I cnt beleive this! I have no idea what age i am in. I cnt believe im fasting tmr already. And seriously, i had no idea teachers day was this close. I cnt wait for that ! But even more, exams are this near and i haven't really studied !

So anyways, Today and yesterday and wenesday were totally sleeping days. I just dozed off pratically the entire day. In the MRt to school, in school and the bust back to school.

Had our history test. I just have one sentence to describe the way it was. We wrote like mad-people!. We only had 40 minutes to do 1 question on comparing, 2 structured question and 1 long essay question ! I was like "damn it, the clock, haris, look at the clock!". The time was ticking by so fast, i ended up writing the last question in illegible cursive and it was the most important question! Man, i don't wanna fail history ! Actually i think we all really studied and knew the points, but the bullish time just makes our head go blank. We'd better have more time during EOY. The teachers don't wanna see a whole pile of ilegible writing eh? LOL . Haish. Maths and science next week, how long can i last?

Mrs Ho didnt tame us today. Me and hillary are thinking of more titles to branch off from the taming the shrew title. It'll be the eight wonder. And electricity was not as easy as i thought it would be.

But still, im kinda excited for next week. So goodbye !

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Welcomed.
Cheyenne: HELLO! :D

Centered around me

2009-08-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

Because nothing compares
to your heart-breaking stupidity
I don't see why you just can't feel
memories are nothing(Nothing)
without that yellow spade

Your snobbish
Rude behavior
fucking pisses me off
what you miss is
the shredded pieces
that Memories are nothing(Nothing)
When they're never buried

Your weak unimportant unblessed undisguised figure
that one, yes, that one that never changes

Today's school was intense.

Changed seats. took my lit test, i wrote three pages LOL. But it felt good so yeah.

Today we were supposed to go for that Drama outing but Mr firhad didnt come ): And plus too little people came so its cancelled. Sad sad . I would have needed some air.

I need some rest, seriosuly. I need a break from that roller coaster ride that life is giving me.

I want that day more than anything

Out of Town

2009-08-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

OMg finally i managed to finish my DNT. Need to studyy for my lit test tmr, didnt come on th actual day. Also: Lit Project, we look like a bunch of dorks. Geez.

I cnt believe th exams are so near yet im unmotivated.

National Day Rally was funny, im half watching it now.

Changed my blogskin again, i like this one ! Its very different from th rest.

Today is a Sunday so i am not going to refrain from watching DREAM!

Short post. Short post. Goodbye.

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Is it better now that i change my blogskin?

NotsoPanas

2009-08-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

Oh, oh you can't see more than i do
cause i aint gonna care
your materialistic nasty snare
oh,oh you can't see more than i do
Sadistically thats your introspective
But it aint from my perspective

Changed my blogskin. I like this one, kinda cool- but i think i might be looking for a new one: who knows?

Anyways, realised now exactly when i'm gonna fast, 22 august, thats a saturday. Hahs, i think im gonna eat alot on Friday. Hehs.

Today's weather was just so PERFECT ! It has this "Its going to rain but it never happens" kinda feeling. And today wasnt Panas ! I am so extremely happy !

Today for dinner my family went out to this indian stall and i ate Tom yam with noodles and it was OMG spicyy with all the chilli padi. Hahah ! I love the tom yam, although it was more sweet than sour.

Well, i studied? Isn't that a good thing! But i seem to prefer studying in a group, hmm, last time, i used to hate group studying.

TAG REPLIES:
Joanne: hahah HELLO. Hows mexico? Yep i will update and do read and comment yeah ! hahs, thanks (:

Spoilers

2009-08-14T01:59:00.000-07:00

I wish i had more time.

Today the Verakin(I think its spelt like that) High people are leaving. Hahah, they were very nice. I think Mrs Ho miss them too much already, so today we were made to stay back for 20 minutes, which i think made everyone very grumpy.

Today for history we were learning about structured essay and believe me- it was super confusing! I'm super scared for th exams now. But im feeling kinda unmotivated to study. ):

But still, its a friday so we should all be happy !

TAG REPLIES:
Hillary: Hahah ! SO bad !
Namirah: Hahahs ! I like their music too. Th story's in another blog la ! Invited you deyy.
Priyaa: Checked and replied !

Countdown!

2009-08-11T02:50:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthay Annabel!
Hahs ! Thanks for being a friend to talk to to and seek comfort. For being wonderful and fun. And for being my Gan-jie. I hope you'll enjoy your life at 14(We're all ageing) and be strong alrights ! XD

And you too, Martin
LOL ! I think you're too skinny, so eat more ! Anyways, happy Birthday! Thanks for making life fun for the the backseat people of 2F. BTW- Stop teasing me !!!!

Chapel was fun. Hahs, muslim don't need to go to Chapel so we like stayed at a classroom. This time a teacher came in and started teaching th malay students some letter writing thing but i cnt help laughing he was wayy too funny ! Usually when malays speak malay they will switch between Malay and english but his english was wayy too funny ! After that we played Truth or Dare, i can't believe that Faisal would actually watch Boys over Flowers. Anyways, it was fun and funny there and then .

Get well soon Mrs Ho she has a sore throat, and she was actually planning to open a welcoming speech to the Students from CHina but they left alreay. Haiyo .

After school i went to comic connections, bought alot of stuff and those laminated pictures. Actually i thought th cost would be low, but it turned out reallly high. Everyone was staring at me. My allowance is officially 80% gone.

Anyways, can you believe it ! I have to start fasting next week ! =O OMG our fasting months are getting earlier and earlier. Haiya ! ): I Hope it doesnt cross over to like the June holidays next year, or holidays will be like food-less. Sniffs !

BTW, OMG the poster for Kim Bum's new Drama: DREAM!SHINee is playing th OST for it ! (Cheyenne hahah ! ) Here's the soundtrack. Its really nice.

I am supposed to be doing homework but i forgotten . -.-

Rachel: Hahah! Thank you ! XD Thanks its ok (:

The seperation

2009-08-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone
Now she in the club with a freaky dress on
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on
Trying to get enough drinks in her system
Take it to the tele and make her a victim

Patron on brain, ball play you in the face
They shake the spot, she's just another case

[Chorus]
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
'Cause onces a good girl goes bad
We gone forever

He's staying with a flock of them, oh, yeah
Got a girl at home but he don't care
Won't care (won't care)
All he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go no-where
He thinks because I'm at home I won't be getting it on
And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Chicks calling the house, non stop its
Getting out of control
Finally I can't take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend

[Chorus]

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

[Chorus]

We're gone forever
We're gone forever

Today is th 10th of August, which is , sadly, th day that Joanne will be leaving. Hahs, she should be on th plane by now, or maybe even in th airport of Mexico already. Gonna miss ya Joanne ! I hoped you have enjoyed Singapore, even if it was short. I'm glad to meet a friend and a gan-mei like you. I hope you'll be able to overcome all obstacles and stay positive and happy throughout ! Have a great life ahead in Mexico ! XD Whereever you are, i'll still stay with you in your heart! Memories are like blocks of ice, if not treasured, will melt and disappear, but when treasured, will stay crystal clear forever. (: Have fun !

Today was extremely boring . I was practically sleeping all day. But now that i'm on th com, i can finally watch Dream! So far its been good, episode 3 is getting more interesting. So byee ! :D

Gains and losses

2009-08-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

Watching me like you never watch no one
Don't tell me that you didn't try and check out my bum
Cause I know that you did
Cause your friend told me that you liked it

Gave me those pearls and I thought they were ugly
Though you try to tell me that you never loved me
I know that you did
'Cause you said it and you wrote it down

Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around

Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around

So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt form you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do

I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own

I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own

Sitting in restaurants
Thought we were so grown up
But I know now that we were not the people
That we turned out to be

Chatting on the phone
Can't take back those hours
But I won't regret
'Cause you can grow flowers
From where dirt used to be

Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around

Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around

So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do

I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)

I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)

Hahah ! HAPPY 44TH SINGAPORE! For th first time, i was interested in the NDP Parade. Hahah! Its very fresh and different from th past Parades, very refreshing really. Finally a nice show! :D Anyways, 44! Hope you'll continue to prosper and grow and become first-class XD

BTW, Singapore idol after NDP was HILARIOUS! I was laughing so hardly i could drop dead! But somehow, unlike th American Idol, alot of people got the "Yes" sign. the singers were pretty good actually, th only problem was that they were dressed, kinda funny. Hahah ! I vaguely remember one of them dressing so dramatically it made a babby cry. Ouch!

Today, I woke up with a serious headache. Hahs, giddy-ness for 1 hour. Randomly watched the MTV Movie awards, twilight won alot of awards, it surprised me thou. I didnt expect them to win that much.

I'm super excited with th new story im writing. Finished Chapter 3 already. Hehehh. I realize that i love to write at night. Maybe its the serenity, or the cooling air-con, or the full moon, but i find that i write better at night.

[Wishes are made up of material gains, and you find th one closest to you giving you what can be given, but in the absence of warmth you realize that happiness cannot be gained, it cannot be bought, and only the ones who stay true in your hearts, the ones whom you love can give you that]

TAG REPLIES:
Hillary: Hahah! Its complicated.

Three Instincts

2009-08-07T09:42:00.000-07:00

1, 2, 3, 4.

Hey Hey Oh...
Hey Hey Oh...

It's you and me moving
At the speed of light into eternity yer,
Tonight is the night to join me in the middle of ecstasy.
Feel the melody in the rhythm of the music around you, around you
I'm gonna take you there, I'm gonna take you there
So don't be scared
I'm right here baby
We can go anywhere, go anywhere
But first it's your chance,
Take my hand come with me

It's like I've waited my whole life for this one night
It's gonna be me you and the dance floor
'cause we've only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun and dance
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever girl forever
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever (ever, ever)
Forever on the dance floor

Feels like we're on another level
Feels like our loves intertwined,
We can be two rebels breaking the rules
me and you, you and I
All you got to do is watch me
Look what I can do with my feet
Baby feel the beat inside,
I'm driving you can take the front seat
Just need you to trust me
Oh ah oh
It's like!

It's a long way down,
We're so high off the ground,
Sending for an angel to bring me your heart
Girl, where did you come from?
Got me so undone,
Gazing in your eyes got me singing what a beautiful lady
No "if"s, "and"s or "maybe"s
I'm releasing my heart and it's feeling amazing
There's no one else that matters
you love me and I won't let you fall girl
Let you fall girl oh
Ah ah ye yer
I won't let you fall, let you fall
Let you fall oh oh
Yer yer
Yer yer
It's Like!

Oh ah ah ah ah ah
Yer
Forever (ever, ever, ever)
Forever ever ah.

Yesterday was half-day and the NDP celebrations. It wasnt that much thou, not very exciting. I wore red, drastic change from yellow. After that, went for lit project, had a hard time looking for halal food(LOL) and finally, went to hillary's house with Jet, Yoing Wee, Yi rong and Annabel, we did the project it was so funny! In the end we got soaking wet and all disgusting, had to go home like that. Hahah.
Its pretty late at night but i don't feel like sleeping. Chatting with Priyaa. She's really an inspiration, there's honestly no one like her. I'm just wondering about alot of things. Filling my head with inspiration for my new story, letting my thoughts flow, breathing in and out..

I realised something. That each and everyone of us is unique, no matter what. Three instincts tell me:
1. Stand up for myself
2. Hide
3. Rip and break him apart

I thought maybe i could use only one, follow only one, that only one is right, but i realised, that instincts never go wrong, trust them, use them. Well, i do not know what people may think of this, but i know one thing: that i have to defend myself. That if someone tries to kill me; tries to use this chance to cripple me, uses my weakness and turns it into his strength, i have to stand up on my two feet and defend myself. If a jury turns to me and calls: "Are you guilty?" Then, i think, I will reply. "Give me a change to defend myself first"

I really do not want to dwell on this matter, but i think i must defend myself.

I dun understand why you hate people who don't know anything, i dun have so much time like you. You remind me of those rich kids that doesnt want to hang out with poor people. Why are you always so discriminating? I Dun know what else is there to watch on ANTM. And thats what i meant. I dun have time to watch other stuff on ANTM like you my parents are not like yours, my sister is not like yours. Don't expect me to know it all of a sudden. I just want to enjoy watching it, its in my nature to express and be loud, i dun see anything you can do about it. You asked me, "what happened to where do you find all this stuff?" Of course i find it on th net, but thats all there is right? I watch ANTM on youtube. Yep, i do. Thats all i want to do really. Enjoy a show. But to you, in order to be the coolest you have to do more than that, i am not interested in being the coolest. Its in my nature to shout Kim Bum loudly because you are not like me, just like how i am not like you. I just want to because i am extremely happy, whats wrong with that? All this while, you've been saying mean things behind my back. Of course, i just kept quiet, because i never forget. One year i remember, one year i never forgotten. You wonder why i was mad at first, this is it, telling people mean stuff about me behind my back, and trying to alter my life. I won't let you change my life. I will like who i like, and hate who i hate. I'm just trying my best to learn all about new stuff as well, i take it slowly. Indeed a huge hole in th picture, i wonder who was the one that ripped it, me or you? Well, I know what i can do with it, crawl through it and paint another one! But of course you will not relent, i will keep crawling through and painting more pictures. I will not fall down. you tell me that my eyes are not open, of course they aren't, i am only 14, i accept and instead of trying to pry them open i let them naturally open by themselves, because thats life, you learn from other people, you like some of what they like and then finally, you start finding info about those interest yourself. I cnt purposely not like something right? Yet i think, it is your eyes that fail to open. You force them shut, i want to spread the info about things because people might want to know, people have th right to know, these are not secrets that will stay clutch to your chest. But i always credit, i always have. I've always credited you, Cheyenne, and the people i learn from. For example, whenever i post something about SHINee i always tell Cheyenne. You've never asked them have you? Yes i know that i was very bad to Kevin. And im sorry for that, but have I been treated as a friend by anyone? No. You know th answer yourself. No one in Fairfield treats me like an equal human, no one treats me like a friend. You never treated me as a friend.
I think one thing seperates you and me. You hate me for no reason, you just want to hate, and you hate because you already hated, and you hate because you don't understand people's nature. Yeah i cnt understand what you really mean in those words, i don't think anyone can. You get angry for weird things, small things really. I'll make it clear now, im angry because of your backstabbing words and your weak attempts to try to change my life.
You want everything to yourself, you want to hold all the secrets and never share, thats why i'm loud and always show,because people have a right to know. When they ask me "Where did you get it from?" I will say the person i get it from. Its just that you never hear that part. You never see most of me. Just the outside shell, like normal people, you only care about that. "Please, i beg you!Sit with me! Please, just break up!" Please look unto yourself and understand the misfortune you have created in your attempt to alter your friends lives.

Hehs, Anyways, today is a Saturday. I was supposed to post yesterday but there was something wrong with Blogger. Werid, for loysius i works after midnight, for mine it works before midnight. Hahah! Nothing happened today really, but its sooo Panas!. OK well since Cheyenne said it,
Special MINHO A.M.I.G.O POST!

Thanks to this really cool SHINee Website Hahah!

Tag replies:
Priyaa: Hahah! Thannks! Your th best1 XD
Cheyenne: HAHAH! Ok i will when i have some free time and i have nothing new to post. Heheh!

Cheese Fries

2009-08-06T02:33:00.000-07:00

Do It, Do It
You Do It, Do It
You're Doin It Well

Here's The Thing
I Was Minding My Own Business Doin What I Do
I Wasnt Tryina Look For Anything
All Of A Sudden Couldnt Take My Eyes Off You
I Didnt Even Know If You Could Tell
That You Had Me In A Daze
Sayin 'What The Hell'
Here's My Name, Number
Baby Just Hit My Cell
Loving Everything You Do
Cuz You Do It Well
Dont Know What You Got Me Thinkin

You Aint Even Tryina Play Me Boy
Cuz You're So Good, And You're So Fine
Got Me Sayin Crazy Things, Listen

I Aint Ever Met A Man Like That
I Aint Ever Fell So Far, So Fast
You Can Turn Me On, Throw Me Off Track
Boy You Do It, Do It
You Do It, Do It
You're Doin It Well

Let Me Tell You How Its Gonna Go
You And Me, Gonna Need A Little Privacy
Dont Wanna Do The Dance, No Do-Si-Do
Im A One Woman Man 7 Days A Week
Quit Tryina Play It Cool
Boy Make Your Move
I Told You How It Is
Nothin To Lose
You Been Starin Over Here All Night For Free
And I Aint Takin No Cash Or Credit, Just A Guarantee
There Aint Nobody Else But Me Boy

Baby no need For False Pretenses
Think You Just Shocked Me To My Senses
Everything That You Do Feels Right
Do It, Do It
Do It, Do It All Night

Im not really inspired to blog

IM kinda frustrated with myself for not studying, im doing really bad for all my subjects, i seriously need to buck up ! Arghhh !

Today was mundane, just a little splash of colour. Hillary turned up with that new Mass Run shirt. Hahah ! It was super funneh ! Of course, Mass Run was mass walk. But i had to owe it to today, during Masswalk we brainstormed alot of ideas for our lit project. Hahah ! We had a totally new system today. With some star-chart thing, i thought it was kinda extra.

Some Students from China came to our school for this exchange programme, thye're gonna be here until next week i think . Some of them came to our class to join us, THEY WERE SUPER NICE ! XD Hahah, made friends with them, hehs, but they were really silent thou. There were also students from Norway and some other cool country. Hahah ! But i didnt see much of them.

Speaking of CHinese, i'm very happy to say that i finally got a "Jianwen ni you jin bu!" from Mrs wong ! Hahah ! I still failed my chinese compo but improved at least. Yay !

Tmr's gonna be half-day. Not sure whether i'll wear red, nonetheless, still have to go to Hill's house for lit project, arghh, i just wanna go home ! ): Hehs, but better to get it over and done with.

Im watching the second episode of "Dream". OMG the first episode was just Epic. You guys just have to watch Kim Bum's new drama ! XD Wow, i actually wrote quite alot, hehs. Anyways, i'm gonna finish watching the second episode and then go studyy ! Byee !

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Hahah ! Thanks !

Flung off a cliff

2009-08-05T03:51:00.000-07:00

Uh, yeah you can do it

I didn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm OK
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
Because with me, it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why

[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it

I will drink as much lemoncello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cause you know, you know you're nothing

(I'm so sick)
I'm sick of your shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit, don't ask why

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
What'd you say
I told you so
You know that
Cause I always know
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
I am so
Sick of you
You're on my nerves
I want to puke
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
Hey hey
Hey hey

Hahah ! How i wish i can eat Ice-Cream now . ): My blood's boiling beyond measure. this week has been entirely wrong.

First of all; Today, we got our Running t-shirts, it was horrible ! Urghhh! Hillary called it "Cheesey" Hahah, i cnt help but agree.

But th reason why im so pissed is because of this person.

Stop controlling me. Maybe i don't know as much stuff as you, but its because i'm not like you. I cant sit in front of the computer and start searching for everything and watching movies all the time. I don't have that much free time, i don't follow your lifestyle. Sometimes i find that you hate things for no reason at all. Don't act all arrogant and high and start telling everyone what they should and shouldn't do. I have to learn things form people right, how can i just simply know about this person? And you seem to refer to it as "Copying". I don't believe that you get your information by yourslelf all th time. I think its just learning from other people. Don't tell me who i shouldn't like and what i should do, its my life, i live th way i want it to be, its not for you to control.

OMG that's a huge rant, you're free to read it. I'm just extremely angry. Its a funny thing though. That just because someone wants to be the most influential, he has to try to control the ones around him, force them to be like dogs. But experiences like this can be huge eye-openers for me, its fascinating to understand yourself from another person's point of view. How other people think about you, its really fascinating. Hahah ! Well, bye !

Dreamersbackstagepass

2009-08-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

Ooooo deary me,
My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed,
I tell him he should get up cause it's nearly half past three.
He can't be bothered 'cause he's high on THC.
I ask him very nicely if he'd like a cup of tea,
I can't even see him cause his room is so smokey,
Don't understand how one can watch so much TV,
My baby brother Alfie how I wish that you could see.

Chorus
Oooooo I only say it 'cause I care,
So please can you stop pulling my hair.
Now, now there's no need to swear,
Please don't despair my dear Mon frere.

Ooooo Alfie get up it's a brand new day,
I just can't sit back and watch you waste your life away.
You need to get a job because the bills need to get paid.
Get off your lazy arse,
Alfie please use your brain.
Surely there's some walls out there that you can go and spray,
I'm feeling guilty (guiltier??) for leading you astray,
Now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid,
When all you do is stay and play on your computer games?

Chorus

Oh little brother please refrain from doing that,
I'm trying to help you out so can you stop being a twat.
It's time that you and I sat down and had a little chat,
And look me in the eyes take off that stupid fitted cap.

Chorus

Please don't despair
Please don't despair
No more fair (??)

Arghh . I slept really long today, Was super tired .

Hahs, just ate macdonalds for Dinner . Nothing much happened today , except finally im studying Chinese ! Yay ! I'm going to learn korean too ! XD

talked to Priyaa yesterday . Hahs, it gave me alot of inspiration for my next project. She's so cool Yay ! Anyways, Priyaa be happy alrights and don't care about people who don't respect and appreciate you rights ! Always be optimistic and we'll live on with life together ! Things arent as bad as they seem so long as you look to th bright side. (:

released on 27th July !! Its about Kim Bum who acts all tough and is sort of like a bad guy and he meets a coach who teaches him Mixed Martial Arts and guides him to be a good guy . He also meets the daughter of the Mixed Martial Arts acadamy and love blossoms ! XD And i heard that SHINee is singing th OST for the Drama. I heard th preview its really nice ! Speaking of which, SHInee teams up with SNSD at MusicCore concert (:

Jwanna: KIM BUM!!!!!!!!!! LOL!

Undermyskin

2009-08-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

Let me know that I've done wrong,
When I've known this all along,
I go around a time or two,
Just to waste my time with you.

Tell me all that you've thrown away,
Find out games you don't wanna play,
You are the only one that needs to know--

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you`ll be just another regret,
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret,
Who has to know?

When we live such fragile lives,
It's the best way we survive,
I go around a time or two,
Just to waste my time with you,

Tell me all that you've thrown away,
find out games you don't wanna play,
you are the only one that needs to know---

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret,
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret.

Who has to know?
The way she feels inside (inside!)
Those thoughts I can't deny (can't deny!)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie!)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life back!

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret.
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret,
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret,
Dirty little secret,
Dirty little secret.

Who has to know?
Who has to know?

Heyhey !

I just got back from ChinaTown . Celebrated my dad's birthday . Went to This buffet,m haha, ate until i was damn full . LOVED TH DESSERT, IT WAS LOTS OF CHOCOLATES!! XD

OMG, i just heard that the Deathly Hallows will start filming soon . On 10th august, they'll start filming the Wedding Scene. And in case you haven't heard, th movie will be split into two parts. So we'll have to wait really long until th whole Harry Potter series finish . I think thats what they want, to keep us in suspense, hahahs!

Arghh, im freaking sleepy these few days, i slept from 1.00-5.00 today . Hehehs . And i reckon im gonna sleep in 10 minutes. Hahs, there's nothing much to update today thou .

hummingDrums

2009-07-31T09:43:00.000-07:00

Oh,
Why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me you love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when
When the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you
(I'll stand by you)
I'll stand by you
(I'll stand by you)
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
(I'll stand by you)
(I'll stand by you)
(Take me into your darkest hour)
Won't let nobody hurt you
(I'll stand by you)
(I'll stand by you)

Yay, Kim Bum in his new movie ! "Flight" I hate th english voice over for Arirang, that sorta spoilt th thing . And in th second vid, SHINee's leader, Onew, got himself into a accident ):. I'm not sure whether this is recent, but according to Cheyenne, it is. So GET WELL FAST ONEW ! :D

Firstly, thursday, went out to Fushion with Hill, Toby, Joanne and Daniel thng, it was reather quiet thou . Frustration broke th thread th held me together .

But still ! Finally it's a Friday . Was kinda upset. Firstly, i did really badly for most of my test. Failed math by a mark, and couldnt fight for it . 13/20 for history, and while others shot up from 9 to 16, th teacher told me i wasnt serious about getting marks. ): Failed my chinese too. Haish. And i thought it was time to buck up ! ): Seriously , i have to study.

Th second reason cuz i'm sad is because Joanne is gonna leave. Arghh . After all the fun times we had, it's time to let go . 10th august, stil a few more days of fun .

Today we went to joanne's house. Jireh, Jamie, Crystal K, Toby and Nancy went too . We ate Macdonalds and played Guitar hero, what a weird game thou, i've never really shared th excitment th others had for Guitar Hero . Hahs. But overall it was pretty cool, i got real sleepy and kinda bored towards th end and i had to go home at 4.30, sniffs ):

Overall it was a sleepy and disapointing and upsetting week . Gonna miss Joanne, but i'll dedicate a post to her on th day she leaves. Better enjoy th last few days. Hahs, i think i'll post pictures of today; tommorow.

Venessa: Hahha ! thanks to Fenny for capturing it in HD!
GET WELL FAST ONEW AND GOOD LUCK KIM BUM :D

Vaffeine

2009-07-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

[Coffee Art. Its so cool!]

Nuna you are so pretty,
Boys won’t leave you alone
Honestly, I know your shaking feelings
To you I know this love is one moment, one feeling
But no matter what is said, this is my life’s everything

Maybe you are worried about my young age
But look into my eyes, what is it telling you?
and I think I’m gonna hate it girl
if the end comes
Your heart will tell you, regardless of what others say

Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
replay, replay, replay
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
replay, replay, replay

Nuna you are my M.V.P
I know your nerves makes you a bit stiff
Me with you is so cool
Don’t let go of my hand
this promise I made to you
i know that it became a lie

Maybe to you, I am a little too boring, too kind
Your body is telling me
and I think I’m gonna hate it girl
when the end comes
My heart is yelling in front of the goodbye

Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
Make up, shake up, break up
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
Make up, shake up, break up

Ah ah, beautiful you
ah ah, I know has yet to find
with anyone a sincere love
ah ah, Although its such a waste
ah ah, I have given to you
at such a young age sincere love
can you not accept it?

Nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
But now I am tired
replay, replay, replay
Memories swipe at my heart
It hurts, when will my feelings be fixed
The ever drawing day of good bye
replay, replay, replay

nuna you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy
Uh, Our love
Crazy,
But now I am tired
Uh I just go crazy ‘cuz
Replay, replay, replay
I I I love you gurl
Memories swipe at my heart
Hurts so much my heart
Uh, my heart hurts
Fix it
The ever drawing day of good bye
Yo I wanna hold U girl
Replay, Replay, Replay
I I I love you

Nuna you are so beautiful
(I keep thinkin ’bout you)
Nuna so beautiful
(I keep dreaming ’bout you)
Have you tasted sincere love?
Nuna you are so beautiful
(I keep thinkin ’bout you)
Nuna so beautiful
(I keep dreaming ’bout you)
Have you seen sincere love?

Anyways, i'm feeling kinda dead this week. I'm calling it th dead week. Hoping for th week to end. Tmr's another mass run, i bet we'll get punished. Hahs, today, had stomach ache, now having abit of th flu. Sizz.

we had literature test today. It was HORRIBLY DONE! First of all, i forgot to bring my study notes to school. How careless can i get!? And due to time constraints, i didnt do th last two questions ! 7 marks down th drain. And i was trying to study hard. We got back maths test yesterday, i failed , really really bad dun wanna say anymore about that thou. Today in science i was scolded Mrs Jean Ho . But that was my fault, i didnt bring my theory, lost it rather. Need to photocopy.

I was only happy in th morning, particularly because Cheyenne helped me buy comic connection stuff, THANKS CHEYENNE. :D

But other than that, pretty much feeling under th weather. My head's hurting from all th unspeakables. The Buckledrailway lines. The FallingConstellations. The Rider under its hood. I really need a change . Somehow, for th first time in my life, i did not speak it, or even draw a breath of it. I kept it with me. Sealed it. This is all wrong !

TAG REPLIES:
Jwanna: WOW. Must be some IT EXPERT. I cnt eve read and understand all th codes in blogger, hahs, im dumbstruck.
Guest: Hey! THANKS FOR TH COMPLIMENT.(: BUt may i know who you are? Hahah ! And th coolest thing about th girl was that she is a junior. Yep, i have to agree that she's very talented and flexible. We worked really hard for th play,gld you appreciate it . (:
Guess who: Duhh i know who. Hahah! Imagine- GAN-GRANNAYE! LOL.

So who goes?

2009-07-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

I don’t know much but I know it’s for certain
That is the sun poking its head round the curtain
Please can we leave, id like to got to bed now
It’s not just the sun that is hurting my head now
I’m not tryna say that I’m smelling of roses
But when will we tier of putting shit up our noses
I don’t like staying up, staying up past the sunlight
Its meant to be fun and this just doesn’t feel right

Why can’t we all, all just be honest?
Admit to ourselves that everyone’s on it
We want politicians to young adolescent
Prescribing themselves anti depressants
How can we start to tackle problem
Put your hands up; admit that you’re on them
Kids our endanger of all them habits

Coz of what I can see, everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it

[Everyones At It Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]

I get involved but I’m not implicating
Got an opinion, yeah your well up for slating
So you’ve got a prescription and that makes it legal
Find the excuses of the world and the people
You go to the doctor, you need pills for sleeping
If you can convince him then I guess that’s not cheating
Your daughters depressed we’ll get her straight on the Prozac
But little do you know, she already takes crack

Why can’t we all, all just be honest?
Admit to ourselves that everyone’s on it
We want politicians to young adolescent
Prescribing themselves anti depressants
How can we start to tackle problem
Put your hands up; admit that you’re on them
Kids our endanger of all them habits

Coz of what I can see, everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it

Why can’t we all, all just be honest?
Admit to ourselves that everyone’s on it
We want politicians to young adolescent
Prescribing themselves anti depressants
How can we start to tackle problem
Put your hands up; admit that you’re on them
Kids our endanger of all them habits

Coz of what I can see, everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it

Wow, everyone seems to be changing their blog URL already ! I'm thinking of changing mine too, and i have some ideas. But what do you guys think ? Should i change my URL ?

Talking about change, i'm in a hugedilemma. Two big choices stand before me . (Sounding like Tyra when she's eliminating somebody) Its like 2 huge boxes and i can only choose one. I've seen Choice A already. It's like hell, fire and blazing bazzare with unhappy memories. But then, there's happy ones too. Little precious jewels hidden within. Choice B is a mystery. Unknown and risky. And i wonder, if i chose choice B , would i be happier? If i choose choice B, i would be venturing into a new land, having to start everything afresh. What if choice B was an even worse hell than A, or perphaps, it can be a new haven. If i stick with choice A, then i would be burning myself, but still, keeping th jewels near me, like a small island in a huge dangerious sea. My heart goes with choice B but my mind can't let go of Choice A. So who goes, 1200 hours.

ANYWAYS, enough of th thinking and more of replying .

TAG REPLIES:
Trish: RELINKED. Hahs ! How could i have copied ? I didnt even know your Blog !
Jwanna: Hahha ! ONe of my drama mates ! COOL HUH ! Th skull's name is YORICK ! AND he has a real PUFFY one !

Stupor

2009-07-25T02:04:00.000-07:00

You're chatting to me, like we connect
But I don't even know if we're still friends
It's so confusing,
Understanding you is making me not want to do

And think things like: 'I know I should do'
But I trip up and then I lose
I hate looking like a fool

I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss
I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss

The lights are on
And someone's home
I'm not sure if they're alone
There's someone else inside my head
Living there too fills me with dread

This paranoia is distressing
But I spend most of my night guessing
Are we not, are we together
Will this make our lives much better

I'm not in love
I just wanna be touched

I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss
I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss
Wops I think I've got too close
'Cause now he's telling me I'm girl that he likes most
Now I messed up it's not the first time
I'm not saying you're not on my mind
I hope that you don't think I'm unkind

I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss
I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss

Hahs, finally managed to upload th Drama video . Its a really cool backstage thing ! Thanks to Ms Fenny who took it for us .

Today i woke up really late, and now, i still cnt keep my eyes open . i am SLEEPY ! I didnt do much today, except try to complete some homework . Hahs, my hair still reeks of Hairspray from yesterdayy .

Ok time to sleeep (:

Isawaghost!

2009-07-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I've lost my lights
I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
You think love is to pray
I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love

Hey hey ! (:

Anotther week of Drama has passed, well, literally and figuratively .

Firstly, yesterday and today, had Drama Performance: Hamlet again . Hahs. Thursday's one felt kinda low energy. But today was great ! We had to perform in this small ampitheatre, it was COOOL (: Like what Ms Fenny and Mr firhad said:" very FRESH". Now thats th word ! Basically, we couldnt bring th sets in because they were too big, so we improvised and whirled up new ideas. Turned out spectacular ! After Drama we were all very high, so we started playing random pranks of people. there was one where we all coughed simultanously, LOL, everyone was staring, PLUS our crazy haristyles and colours. Today, mine was glittery with red and green. I love th glitter !

Today i was kinda annoyed . I'm kinda upset that some of my friends would take up responsibility for what they did . Ye, that can be used as evidence, but i think basic respect. thats number one . And and and- have you ever had a person, who seemed so kind and sweet hearted a year before, and now, all th kindness looks like its been vacuum-ed out of her ? Its like her heart has been poisoned and now- its all decayed and ugly. Everything you put to her, even th most politest- can i have it back? seems like your picking a fight to her. To put it cruelly, its being blind righto ?

I miss primary 6 geezx. Hehs, i think i made th worst descision to come to fairfield. Th onyl great thing is Drama . Hahs, i have so many things flooding my mind, im kinda glad its raining , well, goodbye.

PuffyMohawk

2009-07-22T02:44:00.000-07:00

To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
You've been trying to reach me
You bought me a book
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
I've been paid
I've been paid

Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours

I'll pay for you anytime

You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump left

What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?

This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me

Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me facts
Tell me facts
Throw your arms around me

Heyhey !

Previously on 19 July
Went out with my family to celebrate my sister's birthday. Escape theme park . It was kinda disapointing though. Everything was pratically run down and dirty. Several of th rides were closed down . Hahs, but i guessed my sis had fun . Th craziest was th ship thingy, th inverted ship , my stomach praticially rolled . LOL ! I think th funneist must be th haunted house. It was at first scary cuz of th darkness. But after a few metres everything wasn't dark anymore . It was too bright with lights. And those mosnters that jumped out to scare us came too late . And i realised a ferry wheel was situated on top of th haunted house. -.- that's really dumb sseriously . But it was fun with all th stupidity, and cool too when we went on to downtown east as well. (: I wun be uploading pictures of that though .

Presently
Woke up to dark eye rings and heavy rain. But unfortunately i lost my umbrella -.- Spent some time looking for it. In th end, i was late for school. But luckily i did not get scolded. I got back my science test as well . Didnt do really well. Careless mistake-d countless questions ! Its sort of a wake up call for me, have to pull up my socks. Although i do want to be in double-science, triple is too much . Hehs.

To top this week off, i have Drama tmr and Friday again!. Hahs, th fun of it is already wearing off. We're performing in a new space. In th arts house. Its something called a black box, where th stage is as small as a living room and th audience is seated right up to your face. Kinda intimidating . 120 seating capacity. Th practices are really tiring. But we get paid ! Plans are spending it big on some eatery. LOL . Good luck to me then ! :D

Guess what ? im getting more and more addicted to th korean side. LOL . Super Junior DBSK . all those, influences. Hahah ! Its raining on this side. I like th weather now. Like after-rain situations. Its damn cooling and air is sort of smoothe-ed . (:

I crave for a bubble-tea. Unfortunately, i'm on a diet. I reckoned i've broken alot of rules already . Hahs . Although i must say- A single threadmill can get so weird.

Its really hard to keep my blog updated nowadays. School now officially ends at 6. (CCA everyday) and i basically forget most of th things that happened . Side-tracked.

Well, thats it for updates then .

TAG REPLIES:
Juliana: Hahah! M.L has a REALLY PUFFY MOHAWK !

Sqeezed into time

2009-07-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

Now listen I think you and me have come to the end of our time,
What do you want some kind of reaction?
Well, OK, that's fine,
Alright, how would it make you feel if I said you never made me cum?
In the year and a half that we spent together,
Yeah, I never really had much fun.

All those times that I said I was sober,
Well I'm afraid I lied,
I'd be lying next to you, you next to me,
All the while I was high as a kite.
I could see it in your face as you break it to me gentle,
Yeah, you really must think you're great,
Let's see how you feel in a couple of weeks,
When I work my way through your mates.

[Chorus:]
I never wanted it to end up this way,
You've only got yourself to blame,
I'm gonna tell the world you're rubbish in bed now
And that you're small in the game.

I saw you thought this was gonna be easy,
Well, you're out of luck.
Yeah, let's rewind, let's turn back time to when you couldn't get it up,
You know what it should've ended there,
That's when I should've shown you the door.
As if that weren't enough to deal with,
You became premature.

I'm sorry if you feel that I'm being kinda mental,
But you left me in such a state.
But now I'm gonna do what you did to me,
Gonna reciprocate.

[Chorus:]
You're not big, you're not clever,
No, you ain't a big brother
Not big what so ever.

Ah [etc.]

I'm sorry if you feel that I'm being kinda mental,
But you left me in such a state.
But now I'm gonna do what you did to me,
I'm gonna reciprocate.

You're not big, you're not clever,
No, you ain't a big brother
Not big what so ever

You're not big, you're not clever,
Not big what so ever
No, you ain't a big brother [x2]
Just a short Appetizer

Went to escape theme park on Sunday . Will update more about that when i have time, and the pictures .

Today had Science and maths test. it was FREAKING HARD ! I'm definitely gonna fail manzx. Hardly studyy anymore hahs. Currently rushing history project.

Today was kinda fast-moving thank god. Last minute Drama Practice. It was complicated becasue we had to make alot of changes due to a new smaller stage.Everything seems differenr. On a more random note, today was seriously funneh , i met a person who can smile and talk permenantly! As in seriously talk while having ht big big smile. Th only person who can do killer smiles is Kim bum . LOL, Random. Hahs .

ok i have to go. See how time makes fools out of us . Sad eh .

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Hahah! NO probs ! XOXO
JUliana: Hahahahha! He is NOT ! He has serious puff disorder. Disgusting hair. Weird skin. Big , almost goofy eyes. Urghh . Hahs !
Joanne: Hahs! The movie was AWESOME ! XD Hahs, its very complicated. If you do watch it, read th book firsst.

Won-Won!

2009-07-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation? Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You?re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talking? 'bout, ?Girl, I love you," "You?re the one"
This just looks like a rerun
Please, what else is on?

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
(Goes to you)
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

I set this to post at exactly 12midnight . Hahs, so officially its .. 19th July !

Happy Birthday Priyaa!! Harper's Island and Harry Potter Pics are dedicated to you ! Thanks for being such a "Motherly" and "Sisterly" friend. Your inspiration and original creativity will never go unforgotten. I may not be able to celebrate with you physically, but i'll always share your happiness and woes. We've gone through thick and thin, slippery and sticky, fire and water. About 3 years and some months since we first met, 3 years since we first formed th 5 in Unison. These years in primary school were probably th most golden years of my life. I do hope that whatever unfortunate events take you, you'll emerge as always, th winner , th victorious, and stronger than before. Thanks for sharing, listening, providing and most of all, th never-wavering loyalty as a true friend, or rather, a iron umbrella XOXO. For one thing i know, is that whenever i'm sad, its th 5 i'll think about. Each of you guys symbolise something to me, completing th most simplest and intricate puzzle of my life. Friends. True Friends(: So, i hope you enjoy 14-ness! Continue keeping your mind bloated with ideas, dance th stage away and write those stories like fire !

18 July
It was only a few hours ago did i watch Harry Potter. One word- AWESOME! Th acting was really good. Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson, Rupert grinn and all th secondary actors like Dumbledore, Malfoy, Snape, Bellatrix,Ginny and Luna was BREATHTAKING! I remember one year ago i totally hated Harry POtter 5. I'm glad the 6th movie has rebounded back! For now, move over Twilight. Harry Potter has once again taken th stage! Seriously, no kiddin, all th actors have improved tremendously! Not only that, th sounds and lights and special effects were really convincing ! Really Dynamic. Th directer made some changes to th movie but it actually turned out good. I only wished he had added more from th book. But other than that, it was funny and dramatic at th same time ! Expect to find alot of funny quotes, like "Won Won!". My verdict, very High-definition (: But read th book first, it might get a little twisty. Learnt that from my mum, who kept asking me "Who was Voldemort?" and "He died? Really died??" over and over again. -.- Btw, th dumbledore part, where he died, i amost cried. The sets were very nice, very impressive ! :D

TAG REPLIES:
Juliana: LOL! KB definitely, his unphotoshop-ed pics look ten times better than ML. UNPHOTOSHOP-ED
Namira: HEY. Thanks for tagging! Not a fan of D3 but we SHOULD meet up!!! XOXO
Priyaa: THANKS! Hahah! Only bcos you're attracted to draco. Hahs ! For th dedication, THANKS ! XD

Panadol

2009-07-17T01:15:00.000-07:00

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; I'll set you up against the stars

Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

I cut the arrow from your neck
Stretched you beneath the tree
Among the roots and baby's breath
I covered us with silver leaves

Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

The sea is wine red (Gloria, we lied)
This is the death of beauty (we lied, this is the time and place)
The doves have died (Gloria, we lied)
The lovers have lied (this is the time and place)

I really have to thanks YunXin For those Amazing photos she took with her DSLR that day. THANKS YUN XIN! If you wanna see more, go to her Facebook account. (:

Today's my sister's Birthday! So Happy Birthday Sis .

Hahs . I'm starting to studyy . Exams are in less than 10 weeks, gotta get ready. Didn't go to school today. Had flu, but i'm feeling much better. The Panadol's already killing me, i hate swallowing huge tablets, they just make you vomit !

Priyaa's already watched Harry Potter, i'm waiting for th verdict from her. I really can't wait to watch it! And its gonna happen Tmr!. Hahah ! Harry Potter brings me memories of when i was like in Primary 5- I rmbr my friends and I starting the Harry Potter Club. We would collect HP stickers and other collectables, and call ourselves names of th charaters from th movie. I think i was Dumbledore. Hahs ! It was rudiculously fun, hehs, just randomly shouting out lines from th movie, or meeting up during recess while munching on plates of Nasi Bryani, or randomly re-creating our version of the invisibility cloak or the Maurader's map.

Anyways, enough of th past!

TAG REPLIES:
Juliana: Hahah! KB!!!! Its called Risky Business- The Cab. It's a really catchy and kinda weird song.
Priyaa: you HAVE to tell me all about it !
Amanda: Heys(: Okok sure will relink ya! XD
Loysius: Hahah! Update your blog too! And thanks ! you were EPIC too! XOXO

Half-blood

2009-07-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

Hide the key, cause I'm coming over
To settle the score oh whoa
Don't forget how well I know you
Stop asking, keep dancing

You don't stand a chance girl
You'll fall apart, start talking with your hands girl
You'll have to start over, over again oh oh oh oh

Maybe I'll call you up and call you out
Maybe next time you should turn around over over again oh oh oh oh oh

And put, put, put, your heart where your mouth is now
And put, put, put, your heart where your mouth is now

Hide the key, cause I'm coming over
To settle the score oh whoa
Don't forget how well I know you
Stop asking, keep dancing

You think that I am blind girl
My eyes are always holding in your mind girl (holding in your mind)
You'll have to start over over again oh oh oh oh

Maybe I'm the one who plays the game
Maybe I tend to make the same mistake over over again oh oh oh oh
(and baby you should) put, put, put, your heart where your mouth is
And put, put, put, your heart where your mouth is now

Hide the key, cause I'm coming over
To settle the score oh whoa
Don't forget how well I know you
I'll take take take take you down oh
Stop asking and keep dancing
Stop asking and keep dancing

I'm talking about change
You really wanna see the way
But if you wanna see then you need to settle down
And we're talking about change
You really wanna see the way but if you wanna see
Then you need to settle down down down down

Hide the key, cause I'm coming over
To settle the score oh whoa
Don't forget how well I know you
I'll take take take take you down oh
Stop asking, keep dancing
Stop asking, keep dancing

Harry Potter and th Half Blood Prince movie has been released todayy ! I'll add pictures of th movie once i watch it (: And im going to watch it over and over again and never get bored. I woke up with serious stomach pain and runny nose so i didnt go to school. Headaches and aching all over now . MDM Chong just called, hahs, asking about my absence .

trying to finish up lit and history homwork. I cnt help thinking about yesterday ! Hahas, and did i mention, i went home with orange spiked hair , everyone was giving me th weird stare. I had a hard time washing it off . Hehs , lots of shampoo .

Anyways , i'm seriously tired. my head really hurts . So i'll stop here . (:

Ohsoyouactuallyhatedus

2009-07-15T09:26:00.000-07:00

I saw you with her dear.
You tried to hide away.
She left through the back door.
You always had your secret ways.
I acted so serene.
I was so drowsy then.
My fault.
I'm so careless.
I gave you one too many pills.
My oh my.
My alibi.
Restore my fate in these.
Words so clear.
My failure dear.
Lies tucked away in me.
You wanted to play this game.
I'll play it too.
Come here baby I will show you what this girl can do.
A mattress for a coffin suites you very fine.
You'll feel me with my others as you're sewn under the seams.

There's no doubt about it. Today was extremely dramatic

It started out with some conflicts in class. thins got screwed up . I was mentally drained and tired seyy . I totally couldnt think properly at all . this was my mind ---->
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I'm so glad for drama. Without them i would probably have left Fairfield . I think i know what a plastic friend is, and what a true friend is. And that: It's always better to have true friends or no friends, than to have plastic friends. Thank god for my true friends.

What makes me feel better is th fact that at least, i do not suck up to people and whisper in their ears " Don't go near that person because i hate him!" In Islam, kinda reminds me of Satan. I don't need to be surrounded by friends all the time and be cool . I'm just happy with the true friends. (: Its just strucks my mind that after 1 year, i finally saw what you had to say about me. I cnt say anything else, just one word- Discrimination

But after that , things started getting better. talked to Indah and Juliana, who were super weird and funny as well. Btw, kim Bum is TEN TIMES BETTER than ML. went to th audi at 3.45 to get ready for a Drama SYF showcase that night . Practised practised practised ,at 6.00pm we went to ACJC, th venue . Technical run, and making up in th changing room. It was one word- AWESOME! The lights were super bright until they actually made me cry. and the heat, i was sweating ! The audience was HUGE, it made me tremble from head to toe ! It was a really great performance with high energy ! I pushed myself because my parents were there, and it as th last performance for th seniors . Cherilyn, one of the gargolyes, could not act as she was unwell ): But still, the 4 of us gargolyes, with Nicholas, ROCKED ! United, Loud, expressive ! Thats what i can say. :D I'll never forget all the precious moments in Drama- we're a special CCA in a way that everytime, after a performance, grudges, hates and conflicts simply vanish. Seriously . No kidding ! So thanks Ms Natalie who called and supported us, even thou she was overseas. Ms Fenny for her training, Mr Firhad for being th backbone in Drama,. the seniors for being so cool, the cast for the high energy, the Gargolyes that fueled the fire, the crew for lightings and sounds, the stage managers for managing, and th make-up artist and Sharron for the costumes and make-up.

More generally, its starting to rain more ! Yay ! I've checked th weather forcast, we might be experiencing rain in th next three days ! finally, after perphaps, MONTHS! I'm gonna start studying and rushing for projects, th teachers are all starting to hate me.

TAG REPLIES:

Elysha: Hah! there might be a third time !
Toby: Hahah! More like Tyra had anger management issues!
Juliana: Hahs ! But there might be new uploaders for ANTM already, you have to watch it fast, youtube is gettin better at catching people . LOL .

Priyaa: I KNOWWWWW!!!!!

Dulllamps

2009-07-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

Oh he treats me with respect
He says he loves me all the time
He calls me 15 times a day
He likes to make sure that I'm fine
You know I've never met a man who's made me feel quite so secure
He's not like all them other boys
They're all so dumb and immature

There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed you're just no good
Its such a shame
I look into your eyes I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and its apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

Oh I lie here in the wet patch
In the middle of the bed
I'm feeling pretty damn hard done by
I spent ages giving head
Then I remember all the nice things that you ever said to me
Maybe I'm just overreacting maybe you're the one for me

There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed you're just no good
It's such a shame
I look into your eyes I want to get to know you
[ Lily Allen Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
And then you make this noise and it's apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed you're just no good
It's such a shame
I look into your eyes I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and its apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

Hey (: Blogging on a rainy day . Hahs ! Looking outside my window, i see lots of grey clouds, an unlikely sight in Singapore . Finally its unhot!

I was looking through some of th history of ANTM and couldnt help laughing at all th funny parts .

Cycle 12 Sandra just couldnt help speaking her mind.

Hahah ! And Tyra getting all fired up on one cycle. Cnt rmbr which one was it .

LOne hilarious episode. Skip to 3.07-4.14 for Sharaun's famous quote: "hi my name is sharaun and i AM america's next top model!" SUPER FUNNY !

Laughing really is th best medicine, no doubt about that. Now onto some serious pondering.

[When you thought someone was your friend, when you thought she was getting closer to you, you hide in the corridors, only to find her bitching about you]

I found this quote to be super true manzx. Its hard to pick out th true friends from th plastic ones. And when you find out your close Friend, really actually hates you, it hurts you more than anything . But i'm glad i've been through all th negatives, its made me stronger . I'm not bothered by th fact, just by th opinion .

TAG REPLIES

Priyaa: No problemo !!! :D ARGHH ! I need to get inspired to slim down too
Juliana: HAhah ! i know. It looks too good to eat. Although i'll just eat it all up.
Joanne: Hahah ! U seem all negative now ! Better enjoyn your one last week in Singapore gal ! And hahs, ok of course, it'll all up to you to take th reins. (: Best of luck .

Silverplatter

2009-07-10T07:35:00.000-07:00

I've got a friend who's a pure-bred killing machine
He says he's waited his whole damn life for this
I knew him well when he was seventeen
Now he's a man he'll be dead by Christmas

And so, everybody's going to war
But we don't know what we're fighting for
Don't tell me it's a worthy cause
No cause could be so worthy

If love is a drug, I guess we're all sober
If hope is a song, I guess it's all over
How to have faith, when faith is a crime
I don't want to die
I'f God's on our side, then God is a joker
Asleep on the job, his children fall over
Running out through the door and straight to the sky
I don't want to die

For every man who wants to rule the world
There'll be a man who just wants to be free
What do we learn but what should not be learned
Too late to find a cure for this disease

And so, everybody's going to war
But we don't know what we're fighting for
Don't tell me it's a worthy cause
No cause could be so worthy

If love is a drug, I guess we're all sober
If hope is a song, I guess it's all over
How to have faith, when faith is a crime
I don't want to die
If God's on our side, then God is a joker
Asleep on the job, his children fall over
Running out through the door and straight to the sky
I don't want to die
I-I-I-I don't want to die
I-I don't want to die

I've got a friend who's a pure-bred killing machine
I think he might be dead by christmas

Heys ,

This week has been three words- Drama , chaos, mentally tiring, ok , make that four. A series of unfortunate events tuned in with th latest one causing hearts to be broken . I dun want to say anymore . But i do hope that you can cheer up , be happy, have fun, stay lively and live your life to th fullest (: I'm really sorry for what happened and i hope things will work out on your side :D

Anyways , apart from that, we got our reader's digest . i found page 141 to be highly exciting. Its about friendships . Don't we experience that alot. Hmmm , over this week, school has been much a divorcing friends kinda thing . Its really sad , all this, detaching ! But i guess its life . Do u guys really have to fall out ?? Its such a simple uncomplicated Mis-understanding . But no, im gonna help you guys patch up, and i mean it!

today i also went out with Toby, Jireh, Nancy, Tin Mei and granny for lunch at KFC, hahah ! I like th sales person . LOL , and i realised granny and Toby both eat like hooligans . heheh! Anyways , after that we went out to sort of celebrate Nancy's moving house and within 2 hours, got home .

Its been a really long night , and im so mentally tired. I rmbr yesterday, i slept from 4.30-8.30, and then 10.00 through th night . I missed th korean show toby was trying to get me to watch . Hahah! And speaking of korean people -

Is this what pretty boys is about ?? I dun like boys over flowers fyi, btw.

Hahahs , anyways:

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa:Hahah ! i think u did ! :D

Broken-rulers

2009-07-08T02:37:00.000-07:00

You were talking to her
But messing with me
It’s finally clear
You’re blurring the lines
Are you disturbed?
Oh, now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?

Can’t understand
I’ll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Save
Save it for her
I’m not gonna hear
Your reasons and “please-just-take-me-backs”
We never were right
Don’t waste your breath
You crashed and you’re on your own tonight

Can’t understand
I’ll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There’s no more you and I

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now
How you love me now

Hey ! Got to use th com for a short while . the new keyboard feels , smaller i guess . Hehs .

Schools taking a turn for th worse . I heard that about 5 sec ones caught th H1N1 flu , hmmm , i hope that Mr Owyong is trying to do something about it .

Class was extremely boring . I slept practically th whole day. Toby didnt come to school today ): Heard that he had high fever, better get well dude. Or maybe, dun , th whole class is hoping to get infected from you . Hehe(: Anyways , most of our teachers didnt come to school . It seems that History class is th most cursed, this week , a relief teacher came to take over our class, and for th rest of th week . hahs , seems that history gets th most relief teacher, but i like our current relief teacher . Yesterday , Mrs Jean Ho didnt come . And speaking of her, today , after school , was seriously funneh !

I was frantically trying to sort out th stack of homework to give to her, and she came . She told me to hand over a ruler to the science lab, and at that time, we were talking about diets and how fruits can affect our brains, when she came to th "Fruits can *somethingsomethingsomething* i bent th ruler and broke it ! WEIRD much ! Had to buy a new ruler . Hehs . then me and jo left loysius to go home .

Speaking of loysius brings us to th next topic, which is leah Dizon , LOL . I STILL dun find her as pretty as you say yozx ! i mean, she is better than average but *DreamGirl* ! ? thats WAY too over . And yeah , she looks ok without th make-up, at least not as ugly as i thoguht she would be .

Tmr is mass run . GOSH . when will this ever end?? I am going to sleep through th entire night and th morning after. Hmmm, craving for some ice-cream . Anyways, some heavy construction work being done at my house . gotta go. Tata !

TAG REPLIES:
Loysius: Hahah! Better than i expected. I was only joking joking about th "Gary is hot and your not" part sey ! >.< /
Juliana: hahah! why do u not like being a youth ??? I didnt mean th 10-12 group. More like 16-19, young adults maybe . Hehs .

Sandsofresolve

2009-07-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

His little whispers.
Love Me. Love Me.
That's all I ask for.
Love Me. Love Me.
He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window...
That night he caged her.
Bruised and broke her.
He struggled closer.
Then he stole her.
Violet wrists and then her ankles.
Silent Pain.
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the windows.
I will.
Hear their voices.
I'm a glass child.
I am Hannah's regrets.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down.
Murder ears with pillow lace.
There's bath tubs.
Full of glow flies.
Bathe in kerosene.
Their words tattoed in his veins, yeah.

Hey ! Its youth Day today . I cnt believe that i'm a sec two already . And its like mid-year already . Hahs , I guess in a few more years, im not gonna be a youth anymore . Saddd ):

Exams are starting as early as week 3 and i have to start with my revision NOW . Of course, Procastinating is part of my name . Kinda between middle and th end . However, i think i lost all my books , blast my muddled brain . Hmm , "Stolen" more like actually , if th evidence points right . But thanks to great people i might be getting those books back . I need them manzx or else im gonna fail . Lessons arent much of a help at all . Just scoldings and "Why didn't you do that homework" , "Keep quiet" , "get out of my class" "If you don't want to learn get out" . Typical .

I watched Harry Potter and th soccerer's stone again . hahs . Its been a long time since i watched that . I love th first movie and th third. The fith one was just Sucky. D: Daniel Radcliffe's acting really deproved and th director really did a bad job with th movie. Hahs , and you know th Mirror thing . That got me thinking into what i really wanted . What do i want ? Its so Confusing . I bet if i looked into th mirror it'll just crack . It'd be great if time could just turn back , but its also useless brooding over it .

Hmmmm....

Anyways , i bought i new keyboard and mouse cuz th other one was spoit. You know those cordless ones, yeah , my recepter broke . -.-

rights , time's up and i need to sleep . No more blogging for four days . Bye (:

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Oh YEAH ! Hahah! that was fun wasnt it . If only i had my camera then , we would have camwhored like HELL , no , HEAVEN . We stayed up until super late . And we SHOULD DO IT AGAIN !

Loysius: Hahs , and then show me and we shall pas our verdicts ! >.<

Woopsthereyago

2009-07-05T05:21:00.000-07:00

I've got my same old nose and no cheekbones.
I've got my stomach rolls, rather bare wardrobe.
They’ve got seven floors, one on the east coast.
Why they grin so wide, they’ve got their visions no one knows.
I think I'm on the bright side.
Got my hair cut short, I do my class report on time.
I hope I'm on the bright side.
What beauty is today is a fake from what's inside.

The Last Great Star In Hollywood (Album Version) - Meg & Dia
The last great star in Hollywood by Meg And Dia . Its a cool song . I like Meg And Dia, especially their old songs .

Anyways , went out today to a birthday party . Nothing much , except for th food, which was totally disgusting . Hahs , i need to complete all my homework like maths . History Project too ! Tommorow is a Holiday ! Yay , youth day ! XD

Hmmm , nothing much to post i guess. Lets move on to tag replies:

Loysius: Hahs , yeah , i agree th husband is like super ugly . Hahs , he looks super old. I think she is only pretty with the make up and all , other than that, she just looks kinda average , which also means she's not natural >.<

ChienYee: LOL ! Is this some kind of petition?? Hahah ! Th same msg to Loysius goes to you . Hehs .

Mudblood

2009-07-03T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hey ! Finally friday is here . It still feels like th holidays though . Hehs , I owe alot of homwork to th teachers . Th schools quickly turning into some army camp . It really feels so technical and mechenical with all th temperature checks and announcement . I actually forgot my tie because i thought like that . LOL . Time-table's changed too . Its getting worse and worse. we have less free periods now, and with th temperature checks and some extra IT class clashing with it . We cnt even eat during some of th free periods . The new time-table sucks !

Joanne came back to school . And already Toby is leaving for Bali tmr, lol , kinda weird to go overseas with school and h1n1 . But he's so lucky , 13 days without school , including quarantine ! =O Class is kinda messed up with cold wars . And must be th lak of sleep, i'm always feeling tired after school , always feel like sleeping . And even worse i always feel like eating i just ate three Long John Silver meals at one go scary imsofat.

On a happier note , Harry POtter and the Half Blood prince is coming out ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wclDW5nAaBc ; HD Trailer here . I think its gonna be good, well , at least better than th 5th movie, that one was a total disapointment so im hoping for a better one from the 6th . I'm definitely gonna watch it ! XD

ok nuff said i'm really tired i have to go sleep and then head out to night classes . ): I'll talk more abt th week tmr .

Tag replies :
Amanda: Hahs ! You too ! :D
Uma: LOL ! Shure shure !
Loysius: Yeah ! It still feels like th hols over here . Yeah , school closing down would be a relief.

Plasticwrappings

2009-06-29T02:59:00.000-07:00

So cute right ! These are actually lolipops ! xD Thanks Cheyenne who bought them and shared them with us (:

Today, school was kinda boring . When i came to school , teachers were bombarding me with questions - "Did you go to these affected countries in the past 7 days!!??" It was kinda funny cuz Ms Nio was there too . Arghh ! She aint gonna teach our class anymore ! Sad ! We've been having this huge shift in teachers. Firstly, Our History teacher , Mrs Wong , left th school ! ): ): ): I really am gonna miss her ! She was like th best teacher in sec 2 !!!!

Mr Yap also left DNT , Leaving Ms Wong to teach us . And believe me, History teacher wong, DNT teacher Wong, same surname but totally different personalities. Our DNT teacher now is like kinda a bad teacher . >.<

But basically, today was really really boring . I really felt so sleepy and my class was dead. Hmph .Oh and when i went home , i met Amanda Lai . Hehs , haven't been talking to her in a while , she's still nice (:

I faintly remeber that something else happened in school today but i seem to have forgotten it . Long, short term memory lost .

Anyways , TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Hahah ! Yep ! true true ! He's way to optimistic ! XD
Toby: OMG him ! Totally unexpected ! I thought maybe Austin . Hehs , well, his designs weren't that bad !

SuddenDesires

2009-06-27T08:01:00.000-07:00

OMG ! My bestie, Krish , infected with Swine Flu ! ): Get well soon dude, and STAY OPTIMISTIC AND RETARDED ! :D

I miss th 5 , we should meet up yozxzx . But sadly , i dun think theres a chance this year until teachers day . Hehs , but still , i cnt wait for that day ! I'm keeping my fingers crossed .

2 more days to school ! Just went for a haircut it was freaking retarded. LOL . Shopped at Woodlands and bought new stuff and now my room is even messier than before . Hehes . But i'm gonna clean up probably tonight because i know i cnt sleep . I have weird sleeping and eating patterns right now. Like i cnt sleep at night but i feel so tired in the morning . And i feel super full for dinner but when its 2.00 in the morning i have a sudden desire to gobble food. Weird much ?

Finally tags , TAG REPLIES:
Toby: Hahah ! I like robert !!!! Austin is very unique i hate th wendy !!! She is so urghh ! LOL , Teyona is ok , but ANTM is getting worse and worse . hehs , Teyona is so over-enthu ! LOL !
Loysius: Hahs ! SURE (: And yeah , rumors whisper that its because she wanted to poo and she was like rushing to the toilet.
Priyaa: Hahs ! SAME !
Venessa: LOL to randomness.

Bitingthmistake

2009-06-26T01:20:00.000-07:00

Hahah ! OMG watch this !Kristen drops th MTV award , she looks so cute when she does that running thing ! She's so funny i love her !Th better quality one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xa6FG1wERq8 .

Oh and i just heard that Michael Jackson passed away , of a heart attack . That's really really Sad news ):

I'm going go for night classes now , byee (:

Magnetofmyheart

2009-06-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

OMG new moon ! Gahhh ! Wanna watch this movie manzxzx ! Anyways , i'm so happy now . I'm almost finished with my homework. I'm only left with book review, movie review, chinese stuff and compre book. Not to mention, DNT. Projects like hist and science not yet done. Bleah !

School's starting in a few days. Mum's not too happy with th h1n1 thing. She knows im going to catch it in school . LOL . Honestly, i really dun wanna come school . I'm so lethargic and tired mentally and physically. Urghh ! Three more days ! =O ! Thats kinda scary . And th weather is super hot, i get sweaty 5 minutes after showering . I just slept for 5 hours. Hehs , had dinner at 10.00 adn right now , i'm watching project runway Season 1. I'm trying to update daily now . And please tag THANKS ! :D

Loysius: LOL ! Bobby lee ??? Hhas , yeah he is but not really funny sometimes . He looks dumb LOL ! Thanks for tagging !
Toby: Hahs ! Teyona was good but not amazing . And her editorial pic on seventeen mag, her face was SO LOONG !!!!! It looks a lil bit like a gargolye.

Sunshine

2009-06-24T03:06:00.000-07:00

Teyona ! Th winner of ANTM Cycle 12 . She was really really good , but not that amazing .

Arghh , i haven't done ANY homework . trying to rush through it now , at th same time , watching project runwayy ! (:

HOMEWORK FOR THE DAY (:

English:
Book Review
Book Review
Comprehension Book to page 137
Movie Review
Reader's Digest Worksheet: Article 01 02 03 04 05( it's oral one, who cares. )

Maths:
Heymath Quiz 1
Heymath Quiz 2A
Heymath Quiz 2B
Worksheet: Chapter 2 3 5 6

Chinese:
Fei Chang Yue Du
BZBD
Eduonline

Science:
LEAD: Acids, Alkalis (Complete Word Equations)
LEAD: Chemical Reactions - Structured Qn (Holiday Homework)
LEAD: Acid and Base
LEAD: Chemical Reactions MCQ (Holiday homework)
LEAD: Atoms and Molecules
LEAD: Complete Word Equations (Chem Reactions)
LEAD: Elements, Compounds and Mixtures
MYE test paper 2007
Moments of Force Worksheet
Science Project

Literature:
Read Clay Marble
Clay Marble Worksheet
Purple Book

History:
Compose song project

D&T:
Collect recycled materials
Research (???)

Thanks Sze Ting ! (:

My teacher just called . School is really restarting next monday ! How sad ! ): I bet alot of people will not come , quarantined . Ouch .

TAG REPLIES:
Indah: Hahs , sory, my memory always fails me . Hehs ,
Priyaa: YAY! Finally, i've updated mine too (:
Venessa: Hey , which downs are ya talking abt ?? Hahs , thanks for tagging .

FINALLY , PEOPLE TAG ! Yay !

JUNEPARTIES

2009-06-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

HEYYY ! :D

Didn't update for a while . Still getting my blog fixed . But its getting better . Anyways , JUNE Parties !

18 June Thursday
Went to Joanne's house for her farewell party . It was Prettyyy fun ! But it had its downs . And trust me , her house is SUPER big ! Like REALLY big ! Came to her house early with Daniel Thng , but of course , she was late . We went out to buy food and stuff for her party . WE came back at 11.00 and started preparing . Went to KAP at 1.00 and waited there for th guest to arrive . LOL , Loysius came first and i think indah came last . But her dress was stunning ! Then we went to her house , which got everyone amazed . Jeremiah Li Zhen Gordon joined us later . Carrisa came too , but her dad was furious because he lost his way to our house and started yelling at us , saying he "lost a business meeting because of this" . Havent we heard of that before . The guys went about playing pool - for hours. Its amazing , pool seemed boring to me . So i just took pictures and chatted . Then we played Mexican Train , a really really cool game ! Its abit like mahjong when you mix th pieces . Night came and dinner with it , Toby got a little annoyed because dinner sort of messed so me , annabel , eunice , him went off somewhere to just sit down and chat . It was rather nice jut chatting under th starless not-so-night night . lol . We came back and dinner was almost finished but i managed to grab a bite . Nasi Lemak . It wasn't very delicious but satisfying . When th moon came up , if there was , th drama started . Many thing happened . Some got me sad , some got others sad , some made people angry , some had me laughing too . Well , i aint gonna say no more from here .

20 june Saturday
s Went to Changi Airport with my cousins and family . Its sort of a family tradition . We always go there twice a year . Hahs , but that day th tradition finally broke . We always used to eat at Swenses but we didnt sadly ! WE ate at popeye , but it was nice too . KFCs had better chicken though . I like th french fries and th bread . WE camwhored and did alot of Jump shots ! My cousin has this super cool DSLR ! LOVED IT ! WE then went to Simei , some shopping mall . Where i bought th most amazing device that everyone should use in Singapore - a portable fan . LOL ! After that was super hilarious ! there was this show that talked about how Australian pork is better than frozen pork . And they got singaporeans to actually try on th food . to TRY australian pork . I mean , how dumb is that !!?? That people would actually go up and try pork ,because its free ??! And can they really tell th difference , i bet they just want to eat it . lol ,And there was this huge fat pink pig bumbling around , i kinda felt sad for th person inside it though.We ate dinner at Banquet , i ate something called BanMian , manzx ! I was NICE !

22 June Monday
Class party ! It had its ups and downs . I came kinda late . At 6.00 . But it was funneh ! Cuz i took a taxi . And i was like "Heritage view " And he was like "you live there ar ?" Now of course , i don't . But not trusting that taxi driver , i obviously said yeah , i do . When we reached dover , th taxi driver went - "You show me th way ok , you should know from here" And iw as like "DARN BARNICLES ! " What should i do ?? And shifting uncomfortably in my seat , I said "I just moved here a day ago , so i'm not sure " And so we went to ht back gate and once again , he stumped me "You have th card right , you can go in from here" Now no i don't duhh , so i had to lie again , i said "My aunty is waiting for me at the front " And FINALLY , we got to th right place . Whew . Taxi rides , amaxing .

Th party itself started out fun . We BBQ-ed and took lots of pics . But Rachel's sis , LiBang , took alot of accidents . Partly my fault , cuz i spilt water and he slipped . Later on Thad hit him with a pillow and he cried , real bad . Being mean , th guys just sat there, continued their game of cards , not caring about LiBang . That is so mean ! And what surprised me even more , was that th teacher didn't even bother to ask what happened . She just sniggered and went on with th game .Nothing much happened after , we ate dinner , played some stuff . and yeah . But i was pissed and upset towards th end , some reasons . Nuff said .

I changed my tagboard again .Hehs , can someone tag PLEASE ! (:

72hours

2009-06-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

I'll need 3 days to fix everything . Thats for sure .

Canyoubelieveit ?

2009-06-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

OH darn . I'm so very dead .

1.My blogger codes messed up . And i realized it all started with me putting th twitter codes . Now , i've lost all th codes , i need to reboot . If you dun see your link , please tag me your link again . I've lost everything . I'll try to put back tagboard.

2.I've lpst a whole bunch pf projects on th com .

3. No time .

this is not my day .

Bye /

Unicorns and stars

2009-06-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

OMG ! Its like th second week ALREADY ?? Time passes so quickly ! And I haven't done any homework , Teehees (: A Lil RECAP:

Tues:
Akshay's house with jo , kevin , jared , and akshay's weird crush , Sandra, who totally - is a bitch. Sorry but she is ! >.< Hahs , played biliards, i think . Btw , whats th difference betwen billiards and pool ? Hahs , but i suck at both anyways . And jo taught me how to eat sushi in those restaurants with those weird conveyer belts carrying th sushi . Th stupid thing was : When we were eating , there was hardly any plates left on th conveyer belt , and when we left , th ENTIRE belt was filled . WTH ! i love th raw fish ones .

Thurs: (If im right)
Went to annabel's house . For history project . Which FAILED . We didnt do anything but chatted. BUt at least it was fun . I love annabel's brother , he;s like a chipmunk . i mean ,th irritating kind . hahs ! Annabel's mother was nice . And we played SIMS 3 !!!!! It was so fun , we created a werid family and had a crazy storyline . It was wackyyy !

Friday :
Which was today . Joanne's house with Toby . We got into a taxi , not knowing where her hosue was . And then we went to KFC , in whcih th cashierserved us th wrong meals . Gave th wrong drinks , forgot it was a takeway , didnt know whats th diff between cheese fries and fries . LOL . We came for another project , which failed , obviously . But we played this weird game called Sequence that was WAYYY FUN! I love that game !

DIdnt upload pics , they werent nice . I came home and listened to music. I love taylor swift . Hey taylor lautner ! Is taylor unisex ?

TAG REPLIES :
Loysius: HAHS! PEACE . I cnt get angry with you you're way too .. epic ! LOL .
Priyaa: SHURE SHURE ! Hahs , glad i cheered you up !

Turnsoutwedon'tneedabrain

2009-06-06T02:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun (: It was Hillary's birthday . Went out with kevin, Jireh , akshay , joanne , annabel , toby , nancy, eunice . Hahs , decided to go with Eunice but she was slow , so we turned up late . Watched Monsters Versus Alien at Vivo . Hahs ! Its such a cute movie ! I love Bob , that blue gooey character , so CUTE and FUNNEH! Hahs , after watching movie , we ate at swensens . Some cookie dough flavour , that was nice . Hahs ! We walked and Camwhored, th weirdest thing happened next , 3 girls suddenly waved to all of us and hugged Kevin . LOL . One was from korea and i think th other two were from th US . We all started talking to each other and erm , became random friends . I dun think "Don't talk to strangers" will ever apply here . Hehs.

I Came home , relaxed , facebook-ed , msn-ed . Nothing else happens .

[If we knew what everybody was thinking , we'd try to change what can never be changed, we'd try to change fate]

TAG REPLIES:
Juliana: Hahs ! I think it was because th other models were more high fashioned .
Loysius : lols , yeap ! (:

Indigo

2009-06-03T09:59:00.000-07:00

Hahas ! Today , i woke up late , hehs , but i managed to make it to school before 2 . Drama seniors FAREWELL PARTY ! Helped people set-up . Helped train th juniors for th NLB performance . Cam-whored. It was FUN ! (: But i noticed that so many people were so emo . Gee , I'm going to miss th seniors . KEWL AMAZING PEOPLEEEE =D I was glad i came for th farewell , it was fun (:

Changed my skin , and th new moon trailer is out ! OMG ! It is so cool !

Tmr, going to Vivo for hill's birthday , hahs , havent bought her any presents . LOL .

TAG REPLIES:
Toby: Hahs , i love her ! She is a nice singer . and i like ghost whisperer . It rocks !
Venessa: Hahs , thanks (:
Loysius: ohs , no wonder u seem so deep in thought yesterday . Like thinking about serious stuff . Thanks for th compliment(:

LimitedtimeunderconstructionDEAD

2009-06-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hey , sorry for not blogging for quite a while . Promise, all tags will be REPLIED ! I usually only reply by blog post , otherwise , i will reply on your blogs . Hehs , and i dun post often now . I'll try :D

I'm currently reconstructing my blog , blogskin , profile , everything so about tmr , you wun probably see my blog , you will see messiness and haywire-ness for hours , u probably wun see a thing . LOL . Tmr is Drama seniors farewell , finally i am going ! Yay ! Gosh , i'm running agaisnt time , gtg , BYE =D

TAG REPLIES:

Joanne: hahah! YEP I AGREE ! =D
Loysius: Hahs , progress ? OOOO, yes yes (:
Priyaa: Wow , very high class eh. Hahs, ok , noted =D
Carin: Hahs! Thanks for tagging (:

Caramel Frappacino(:

2009-05-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hahs ,
So many photos to put . But th blogger uploading thing is spoiled ! I'll upload them tmr (: Today was pretty wrecked . Hahs , i thought that school ended on Wednesday so i washed all my school scoks . So i wore coloured socks . And guess what, bloody attire check ! One demerit point ! Like WHAT ?? =O And on th last day of school ?? Th teachers sure looked like they wanted us to stay back in school . They kept scolding us , like really scolding us .

But after school was better , went out with Joanne and Daniel thng . Hahs , Daniel was really funny and mysterious-looking . He was pretty quiet . Went to starbucks . Like finally ! I miss th coffee ! But it didn;t taste so good today . After school , we jut stayed around and camwhored abit . Hahs , and made Daniel miss 6 buses . Teehees ! Sorry dude .

Went home and spent th whole afternoon editing photos . I'm wrecking my brains , am i to go for Drama camp ? Anyways , i am RELIEVED ! TGIF ! Thank god its Friday ! SCHOOL IS OFFICIALLY OVER ! YEAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Am i happy happy happy ! =D I love Fridays !

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Hahaha! Wow , what kind of Deo is he using ? And OHSOCOOL you watched Angels and demons ! :( JEALOUS
Juliana: HAhs , Mckey looks scary ! Samantha lost her concentration during th last few episodes .

Umbrella

2009-05-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

[Life is full of obstacles. Obstacles are full of life]

I'm so quoteyy these days . Hahs ! I have no idea why i'm posting so much now . Even when i have pretty much nothing to say . School is starting once again . gosh , how i wish it would be the holidays tmr ! ARGHH! Like 3 more days to endure . Thursday is meet th parents . I can almost imagine what Mdm Chong would say to my mum , and no, its not good, its never good .

www.Picnik.com ! If your a beginner and totally suck at editing photos , like me .___. , then try this website ! It makes editing much more easier but it isnt as good as photoshop . Hahs . I sound like an advertiser .

You sometimes you see a person , and you get this feeling like you've seen him before . Hmmm , it happens to me frequently .

If there 's any movie i want to watch , it would be this one . I have not watched a movie since feb . hahs . So sad . This is another ranting short post . Hahs .

TAG REPLIES:
Juliana : Hahs ! Yeah . Mckey looked a little bit weird. Analeigh is pretty ! I love her !
Venessa: Hahs ! I know . tHats what everyone says . I didnt coem to drama so i dun know th details . but calling a senior goondu !?? Thats just plain arrogant! Arghh! Yeah true . But th rules werent as strict. And we had fun . Fun is like absent in drama now .

Blossom among the negatives

2009-05-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

[Life is like photography, we use negatives to develop]

How so very true! I feel so inspired now. Hahs . After th week of horrible stress, im finally managing to let it slowly disperse away from my body. Its a quaint feeling . Awesomely amazing ! I love saturdays ! Its like a blossom among th dead .

Doing the "how well do you know me" quizzes on facebook. Hmmm , this has become prety popular eh . LOL. Rewatched th twilight movie this morning . I just felt like watching it again. Hahs .

One more week before June hols . Then we can... PARTAYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXO Plans would be: Going overseas with family, class party, Primary school reunion, Joanne's surprise party (But not so so surprise now), Hillary's birthday party and going out to movies and all . Well, short post . Byee (:

TAG REPLIES:
Priyaa: Hahs . I think Adam is really good with the pitches . he can go really high . Hahs ! I just like them both . XOXO

Pinkish hate

2009-05-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

Finally i'm updating again!

This week has been super boring , and hectic. First of all, lessons were totally dry. We were all so bored! I mean, its like the second last week of school. We're all so tired and honestly, i wouldn't want to listen to class like this. I just want the holidays to come! Super busy with so much work! Collecting so much forms and paperwork. Like WTH! The worst thing is that wen you try to collect something, they don't bring it! And school's topped up with endless projects ! GROAN!

Drama club! We're so screwed! ): We've being governed by so many strict rules now. Its falling apart! I don't see why i'm attending drama when so much sad things are happening. I mean, what do we really do in drama now anyway? We should be auditioning for something, trying to do up plays, have fun, laugh, joke around, play games. I know that everyone thinks that everyone thinks drama is slack(And you know that its not), so therefore we should make it strict. But i think we can still have fun, we're not supposed to be frowning and scolding all the time. Thats not drama right ?

Ever get this feeling when you like try your best to hate this person because you think it is best for you ? But you cnt ? Yeah. Some simple mind illusion game is being played here .

Hahs. Other than all th stress, th week went by with nothing much happening. AND AND AND- Kris Allen won american idol =D Hahs . I think he and adam should do s song together .
Oh oh oh! And i just watched todays episode of Ellen Degenerous. Its her 1000th show aniversary! OMG! Congrats Ellen! Although i think the Singapore telecast is much later. Ellen continue to rock on and inject our boring life with your wacky ideas and fun! XOXO

TAG REPLIES:
Loysius: It was stupid of that guy to push your kayak . lol . hahs. I guess it must be th stress .
Venessa: Hahs , i feel th same way . There are so many problems in fairfield. Zzzz .
Juliana: RELINKED ! =D

[Hate is not without love]

Supermassive Blackhole

2009-05-15T00:23:00.000-07:00

Yozxzx!

Just relaxing now . Finally its a Friday! Oral was freaking screwed up! Chinese was th worst of orals i have ever done. I had NO idea what th teacher was saying and i only replied with 1 word answers. WTH! English was better , besides th fact that my examiner was like looking extremely bored. She didnt smile or look up from her paper at all , which was pretty demoralizing . -.- But i'm glad thats its over anyway .

*I'm so freaking disppointed with you . You've lost your mind . You're letting your life be controlled by someone else . You're being mind-controlled. Its freaky how this thing works but you'rre sure losing your soul . Your blinded because you're so desperate for attention , for popularity , for acting cool , for other people . I'm not going to make any more comments from here*

Ya know wat , class 2F is really really messed up now. We're totally in a chaos , its like some kind of blackhole is breaking everyone up . Cliques are fighting among each other. People are angry here and there and fighiting among each other . Its really one of those hectic drama weeks . But i guess its good in a way , like a blessing in disguise , i have my reasons . Nuff said .

TAG REPLIES:
Carin: LOL thanks for tagging. =D
Uma: Hahahs, Its ohayys . Yep , will be calling you soon
Loysius: YEP! I love OBS! And YES , STARFISH XOXO

OBS

2009-05-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

HEY YO!

Haris is back. He's survived 5 days of Pulao Ubin! XD Hahah! OBS was freaking fun. Raleigh ROCKED!!!! XD Hm Lets do a recap of th week.

Monday:
took half an hour to find a taxi. It rained heavily and we were late for schol. Not to mention, we were cheated of 10 bucks! =O So we went to Pulao Ubin. I was rather nervous of my group then. Blah blah blah things happened here and there. In th morning, we were packing our stuff and storing food. I was th day IC. (: At night was th real deal. We started our first fire. Added some weird oil thing that made th fire super big. =O Rice, curry and baked beans. We made a huge mess. HAHAHA! We pitched our tents, it was DISGUSTING! Sleeping inside th tents. ARGHH! lol.

Tuesday:
Today was rock climbing day. We also had Kayaking practice i think. and THE TENTS! OMYGAHH!!!! It was infested with insects and lizards and moths and horrible werid creatures. I could hear people screaming here and there.

Wedneday:
SEA EXPEDITION! we went Kayaking! It was scary! I was paired with Daniel Choo, who really helped me alot. Thanks to him, i can kayak now! hahah! We kayak-ed for a straight 7 hours, my hands were ACHING! Halfway through something got into Daniel's eyes and he was blinded. So i had to kayak by myself, i was screaming and yelling lol. But we finally reached our destination= which was more jungle area. When we got onto land my head was SPINNING! kayaking.was.scary. We pitched our tents in horrible muddy water and cooked instant noodles and slept. LOL. Halfway, it RAINED HEAVILY AND HEAVILY AND HEAVILY and our umbrella sheet came off! So water was seeping into th tent and woke us all up. we had to stand with our sleeping bags over our head for one full hour. In th end we slept back in flooded water.

Thursday:
LAND EXPEDITION. W.O.W. It was crazy! We were carrying super heavy bag of 10kg plus? My muscles were aching! GAWD!!! But th gd thing was we didnt get lost, we were on th right path. So we reached there in 2+ hours! YEAY!!!!!XOXO At night we had a celebratory cooking, we took any random foodstuff and cooked it together, It was DELICIOUS! We named our dishes WILD BOAR and CHAR BOR! XOXO Then when we were going to sleep, we lost a few of our tents. Thanks steve, heng quan and th other guys from th other watched who managed to findus a place to sleep. =D

Friday:
Packed up and time to go home! we cleaned up th store, packed our bags, cam whore-ed and went home. I slept for th rest of th day. Hahah.

YEAY! Survived OBS. It was freaking fun. Hahaha. Although i wouldnt go for another one. LOL. I loved my group and instructor, Sam! Hahah!

TAG REPLIES:
Julzx: Hahah! thanks =D
Venessa: ITS DAMN NICE RIGHT! XD
Carin: LOL. why you always change you rblog? LOL ohkae i will.

A or B?

2009-05-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

Today went out to buy OBS stuff for 5 hours straight! Met ALOT of FMSS peeps. All trying to read th however uncomprehendable packing list -.- Anyways, THE LAKE HOUSE! Its such a sweet movie. Too bad i only watched half of it. But its really really good and romantic! Ahhh!! I'm going to try to watch th rest of it if i have time. SMS-ES! If anyone sms-ed me in th past 24 hours and i didn't reply. I am SUPER SORRY. I shall start replying people now, was busyyy uhh.

TAG REPLIES:
Joey: LOL! Thanks ganjie i guess? Hahah. Thanks. Im better now =D
Loysius: Hahah! I dun think you will retain. I LOVE this blogskin. LOL thanks much?
Priyaa: Haha!!! Yes! Must CHEER UP XOXO Glad your feeling better.

[No lo soporto Pero, te amo.]

Is he dead?

2009-05-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

Hey. I changed my blogskin. Ahaa. Im crazy XD I need to go buy lots of stuff for OBS. Honestly, im just too lazy to pack. Sometimes i find singapore so funny, today th newspaper headlines read, "ORANGE ALERT". Hahah! Somehow i just find it cute!

Priyaa! What happened to th optimistic you aye! I really really hope you can cheer up and be happy. No matter where she is going to, her presence will still fill that classroom of commonwealth. Life is full of surprises! Anythign can happen, maybe she might not be going. So stay POSITIVE. ! XOXO Cheer up (:

So now let us dwell into mastering th art of tag replies:
Loysius: HAHAH! You must smile too! XOXO Thanks:))
Annabel: hi! thanks for taggin. NO probs XD
JIreh: Hello! LOL!

2009-04-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

Ahhh! Today i'm freaking happy! We finally finished all common tests! Its really a load off my chest. Thank god its th last day of week 6! Week 7 is our OBS. Honestly, i'm abit nervous for it! We're totally clueless as to who we're gonna be grouped with!

You know what, these few weeks have been very hectic and full of drama for me. But thats th great thing abt life! Full of unexpected ups and downs. These few weeks i've been faced with alot of challenges that sometimes overwhelm me. Perphaps these are one of those hard times in my ever-Dramatic Teenage life. And maybe i'm becoming more Emotional. Temperamental mood swings, horrible screaming, complaining, frowning, rolling eyes, getting angry easily. I just wanna say sorry to everyone who've put up with me and being patient with me. Thanks guys. I guess its like the withdrawing evolving stages of my life. BLAH BLAH. LOL. But im gonna change back, to my more cheerier self. =D

Sometimes, we get so pissed and angry and upset that we just wanna cry. My advice- Cry, and cry it all out. Cry your hearts out! You'll feel better after that!Its OUR life. So we must be strong and take control, right Priyaa? LOL. Being happy is not such a hard thing, we can either let th situation take control of us or we take control of our situation. SMILE SMILE SMILE! XDXD We must always rmbr that we were born happy, not sad! Our problems make us sad but we must be strong and fight them head on aye!!!!! XOXO LIFE IS LIKE A DRAMA. WE SET THE STAGE. MAKE IT COLOURFUL. WE ARE THE DIRECTORS. THIS IS OUR PLAY. ! =D Annabel, Joanne, Jet, Nancy!

First of all, Happy Birthday Jireh!Ahaha! You've finally turned 14!!!!! Thanks for being a great Gan-di- Always fun-loving and with that big smile of yours! Jiayous in everything that you do! XOXO

Second of all, Thanks Loysius gan-ge! =D For listening to me on MSN and being patient with me even though i know you should be getting pissed with me already. Sorry for irritating you and getting high on youknowwhat. Hahah! Thanks for not getting erm. digusted with me? And being a very very nice senior!

And then, Thanks Joey Gan Jie! =D For being like my talking buddy and listening to my problems and helping me out! THANKS!

And of course, thanks joanne choy =D For accompanying me in sch and talking to me and helping me out anytime, everywhere. HAHAH! Thanks gal!

Thanks everyone else in 2F and drama too. Hahah! I shall stop feeling stupid now. teehees. Bye byee =D

HONOURED

2009-04-24T00:29:00.000-07:00

Starbucks!

Sorry but i couldnt resist th cookie

HAHAH! CUTE!

LOL. This is damn funny.

Ben And Jerry Free scoop day! XD

New phone(:

Hello! Didn't update for so long. This week has been full of drama.

Tuesday:
EGG HATCH DAY! loved that day! Thanks guys for all th presents and wishes and hugs yo! The preents were super cute! And thanks Jo for buying that starbucks tumbler! XD It was also Ben and Jerry free scoop day! Went to Cathay with toby and jo. The queue was LONG. Up to two levels! We were right behind some stupid, vain lesbians! =.=

Wednesday:
CHINESE TEST. It was more difficult than average. Guess what, i studied chapters 4, 13, 14. ONly to find out we're being tested on chapters 7,8,12! ARGHH! ALso had My first Piano lesson with Jamie and Nancy! I suddenly have this intense feeling to learn th piano! Learnt all th notes and chords. Im proud to announce that today, we Drama got:

GOLD WITH HONOURS!

I was so freaking happy and high la! At first when Loysius and Clarence told me, i thought it was aonther one of Clarence's lame jokes. But it turned out to be REAL! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! I cannot believe it!

Thursday:
Today was a moody dayy. There were alot of fights within th class and i felt more than frstrated than ever- probably one of my mood swings. I always have them now! -.- About half th sec 2s had to do push ups cuz we didnt run for th mass run. Honestly, it just plain stupid. I mean, we're like so congested and with people in front blocking us, i don't se ehow we can run. WTH. Then we had th DNT test! It wasn't that hard luckily but Mdm Wong keep making us stay back to tidy up th classroom!

Yeay! TGIF! (Thank god its friday!) I finally can rest and sleep. I haven't had enough sleep in th last few days. i love that gold with honours. Loysius, Jean, Timothy, Cherisse, Clarence, Kai Yong, Venessa, Cherilyn, cleon, Joshua! We totally brought down th stage! XD Not to Mention, miss Natalie, our director who created Hamlet! Costumes and set designers- Sharron(Is that how you spell her name?) and Farid! Who made th play lively! The make up people and Sound crew, not to mention th stage managers!!! SYF was AWESOMEEEE!!!!!!! I really really love drama =D

EVOL

2009-04-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hey!
I'm feeling more happier today, for various reasons. Today i realised what love means. Its not only between lovers, but between family and friends. We always say, "I think this person has changed so much" And maybe we start to hate this person. But the truth is, everyone changes. Life is always changing. And we all change because the things around us changes. And its not that that shapes us, its our descisions and perspectives. From here we say this person is imperfect. But if look clearer, sharper, deeper, we'll realize that this person is perfect, because he is imperfect. Its not about other people, its our life, and we must take control of it, cope with the changes and shape ourselves. Its so amazing. How things are changing all the time, its so unexpected. But thats where the drama comes in. Without Drama and change, life is dull. For all my friends who are upset out there, take CONTROL of your life and life it the way you want it!

Ahh! Im so weird today. And high. Maybe is because of Priyaa. Thanks! My exams are coming! I feel very slack now. I'm going to do abit of studying before i sleep so bye.

TAG REPLIES:
Loysius: Yeah. But its not his fault anyway. (:
Priyaa: thanks man! (:

Embellishments

2009-04-17T10:39:00.000-07:00

OMGah! I love the piano. Its very soothing. I wish i can play these songs!

TheyCageMe

2009-04-17T09:41:00.000-07:00

FUCK! This week has been completely messed up! I just feel so deranged. I want to scream and cry all my feelings out. All my insides are squirming to scream and its like, ever get this feeling where your heart just feels like a 100 KG boulder? Yeah. My mind's a painful iceland too.

I was pretty much quiet the whole week. I didn't want to talk much. For th first time in my life, i wanted silence. Im so disgusted with myself.

RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT
Why are you being so mean to me anyway? I didn't even do anything to you. I really really honestly don't want to keep meeting you and then both of us roll our eyes. Its like a cold war that started from nothing. If you hate me, then fine. I guess you didn't know words hurt that much.

And person d, the world doesn't revolve around your problems. Your friends have always cared for you but i don't think you've actually cared for any of us. I'm trying my very best to understand you already, really. But if you don't want my company and if you were going to throw me aside after using me, you could have at least warned me.

I guess i must be sorry too. After gazing at th mirror, its horrible when you realize how your imperfections are sharply defined. Maybe everything was my fault to start with. Im wasting my time.

BYE.

NAPFA

2009-04-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today is a thursday! The last day of school! It started out really moody and i was extremely tired. I slept through all the lessons. Today was one of my low, moody days. At around 5.30, was my 2.4 run! Legs are ACHING! But i passed it! Happy! =D But its really sad, i passed all my stations except Standing Broad Jump! OhMaFuck! Its SUPER sad!!! Now i have to redo EVERYTHING! Towards the end, i felt a little less moody, i bought bubble tea! XD I havent had one for years and i miss the bubble tea taste. i still hate pearl though XD

Did you just hate me bcos i was stupid?

Tag replies:
Lysius: Hahah! Yeay! You update! XD Yep i want many encores. (:
Venessa: =D *Attempts a bigger smile*
Indah: Hahah! I took it back oredi XD

DRAMA Rocks my socks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

Yeay! I'm finally updating. The past few days were definitely AWESOME!

Friday:
It was the big day! Our Drama SYF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was my first ever SYF and the feeling was even higher than cloud nine! It was AWESOME! The stage was huge and we were all nervous but i think we all did a great job! DRAMA ROCKS!!!!!!! but its sad that the award will only be given out in 3 weeks time. I will be extremely nervous for 3 WHOLE WEEKS!

Saturday:
DRAMA OUTING! First went to watch the NLB play about father's day by Gordon, Carissa, Joanne, Li Zhen and felicia with several of the sec 1s as the ushers. It was great! then went to City hall with the rest of the Drama Peeps. We went to eat at starbucks, the Javi Chip- LOVED IT. then watched a play by Ms Natalie and cake productions at the esplanade. It was quite nice. LOL i burbed halfway.

Oh gosh! I cnt believe the seniors are going to leave! I really cnt bear to let them leave man! They're the coolest bunch of seniors and i just want them to stay! you guys must come back every now and then! Ahhh! Drama is the best!

SYF

2009-04-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!! Right now, im just feeling extremely nervous and excited. Tmr is the BIG DAY!!!!! Drama SYF competition! After all the hard work we've put, it'll finally come to that one performance. I just LOVE LOVE LOVE drama!! All the costumes and make up and people and crew and cast and EVERYTHING! I just hope i can do a gd job and get gold or gold with honours! (: Well, im going to sleep now so that i will have a great day tmr! Byee(:

TAG RELPIES:
Loysius: hahah! Yep. Th blog looks great now!
Ellysha: Thks for tagging(:
Uma: Hahah! Yep! (: I will definitely buy a pressie! thks.
Mr Ali: thank you thank you!! You rock! XD
Venessa: I know! AHHH!

Happy(:

2009-03-31T03:49:00.000-07:00

Hey! Im rushing through my science report now. We'll be doing a project on decomposing fast food. LOL. Had Drama practice Yesterday. SYF in like 4 days?? Im freaking nervous! In just four days we will be going to ACJC and performing that 20 minute play! And guess what, Miss Fenny was really nice yesterday. I was like so scared that she will start scolding us and shout and scream but she was really nice. I'm actually feeling very excited. this is like my first ever SYF and i think we have a chance at getting Gold at least. The play is finally 195%!! I love Drama!!!

So this morning, i was having stomach pain like the ENTIRE day. It was freaking pain! Ouch ouch ouch! You know, just when i thought the drama in my class had eased. everything's getting heated up again. I cnt say much. Hehs. But sometimes its really interesting how the minds of people work, don't you ever feel like just knowing everything the person beside you is thinking. Sometimes its really hard to understand people's heart, but still thats what makes it wonderful!Thats why we're all human.

Oh! And today after school was fun! Cuz i went to shop! I managed to buy almost everything that i want to buy! Its such a happy feeling! I borrowed two new books. Reading one now. Its called- 7 deadly sins, Greed. Its actually a series of 7 books with all the 7 sins. Its about bitched and backstabbers. Hahah! But its very interesting and nice! Im quite engaged now. Im feeling very happy now actually. Hahah! Well, im going to go back to finishing th science project. Byee!

Crushed ink

2009-03-27T21:07:00.000-07:00

Oh Damn! I cnt upload th pics. So irritating! Nvm. Forget it. I give up! LOL. Yeay! Im so happy its a saturday. I'm so tired from school! NAPFA in two weeks. And SYF next Friday! OMG IM FREAKING SCARED SIA! I've been practising in front of th mirror. And its hard. I got back my term one results. Werent so good. Failed Chinese. Nearly failed maths. A1 for History and Science. Yeay! I love those subjects. The rest were average A2s and B3s. I really need to start studying and doing homework. Well, ive nothing much to say. TAG REPIES:

Priyaa: Yeah i know. Same sentiments too!
Mira: LOL. Its ok. (:

PEPS Drama Camp day 1

2009-03-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

Yeay! Finally managed to upload th first batch of pics. I'll upload th second one maybe later? or tmr. So here are the pics for th first Day of the PEPS Drama Camp!

We had the camp on the 17 and 18 of March. Thats like 4 days ago. Gee, im slow. But trust me- it was AWESOME! The juniors were so CUTEEE!!!! Love em all! Organising the camp was no easy feat, but we managed it anyway! We ROCK! Miss my Pri sch man! I'll post the second day pictures as soon as possible. (: Byeee!

Pictures

2009-03-20T20:11:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Sorry for not updating. Im busy trying to upload pictures but there's something wrong with blogger. Nvm. While we're waiting to get th pics uploading, lets go into th art of Tag replies (:

Amalina: Hahah! I can tell. LINKED(:
Mandy: thanks(:
Yi Da: hahah! AGREED =D
Uma: hahah! I know!!!! XDDD

Bubbly Me

2009-03-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

The picture is nice right! Credits to Priyaa! XD The sch hols just officially started! Yeay! Wow. It seems like only yesterday that it was the first day of school. I cnt believe the term just ended.

Today i went to IMM with my family. Yay!!!!! I bought a new camera!!! I love it! Also bought alot of party stuff for the PEPS Drama camp. I'm freaking excited for that. My week is now fully packed for camps and outings. This is the first time that my holidays were cramped. Thank god i finished at least 80% of my homework. My advice to you guys, finish your homework latest by tommorow. Im telling you, homework kills.

I'm pissed with two persons right now, but you know whats so amazing. I'm extremely happy about it. Im amused with myself. Im supposed to be confronting them but i just don't feel like it. there isnt a need to. I'm happy with myself, and thats it. No need for backstabbers to enter my life. Amazing!

Recently, i've been practicing for SYFs. I've got really good advice from many books. I really hope we get gold with honours i cannot begin telling you how important it is to get Gold with honours! Must Practise practise Practise!

You know what. Im really happy happy now! Honestly, i can just jump over cloud nine. =D

So now, i have nothing else to say to dwell into the art of Tag replies! Tag more ok!

Tag replies:
Juliana: Hahah! That song is really nice and addictive!
Priyaa: Sure Sure

P.S: go to channel five. Wait for a while and a commercial for the new tv series "Red Thread will start showing" WATCH IT! It is so funny and retarded! I always laugh when i see it!

Caught in time

2009-03-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

-Caught in Time by =SoulMyst on deviant ART

Hey guys! Another Blog post. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Today was another one of those perfect days. I love today. We are going to have e-learning tmr, which of course, everyone will be facebooking and msn-ing while trying their very best to concentrate on the test in front of them. LOL!

Anyway, this website its damn cool! Its a must watch if you're bored. There's also a TV show based on this. Forgot when. www.Icarly.com Its really funny and nice!

Next week im super duper busy. I have a PEPS camp on Tuesday and Wednesday followed by a FMSS camp on thursday and Friday. Ouch. Now thats busy!

And did i tell you how much i love Macdonalds! It suddenly seem so nice and refreshhing. Esp after Drama or some long tiring sch remedial. Im going to be fatter than wat i am now i need to SLIM DOWN!

I really have nothing to say right now. I wish i had some pics right now. Im into video and photo blogging right now. Not much into words bcos people will probably not read anything. I cnt wait to buy new CAMERA!!!! ARGHHH!!!! XDDD

Rain

2009-03-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

Hey! Its raining now. thunder and lightning. Somehow, i like the rain. Saturday, what a nice day! School ends in 4 days. Got alot of test results back. Was happy with Science and history! Flunked Chinese to a near 0. Maths was... disappointing.

I've not much to say today!!! But alot of Drama has happened this week. Shan't say. Anways, LILY ALLEN! I love her, listen to these two songs they rock!

Ok well, bye(:

Withoutsauce

2009-03-01T03:11:00.000-08:00

Oh yeay! First Of March. Its like a new beginning. Im still having the mental block. But today i was feeling much much better. Thanks to Priyaa. Gawd i cnt even begin to tell you how much i miss the 5 in unison. I wish i could see them now.

I managed to sorta study today. Studied science and math. Somehow today i felt like eating all the time. Throughout the whole day i was listening to Lily Allen! I love her she is super cool! Her songs are inspiring and feels gd to th ears especially when you're feeling down. Hahah!

I just watched American idol. Hahah! It was pretty funny! I like survivor too it makes me laugh. Im trying to wash away the sadness in me. Today in the morn i felt like crying. Ouch. Pain.

Well, i guess i have to fill the empty bottle with happiness(: Ok! i have nothing to write now except dwell into the art of tag replies. And please tag people!

Priyaa: LOL! Same here. And we must meet up yo!

Sze ting: Hahah! Hey yo! (:

Jet: Hahah!

Priyaa: LOL! I seem to have lost the URL and password. Havent updated for a long tym.

NEEDINSPIRATION

2009-02-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

Thank god its Friday!

We just had our newest timetable. this is our fifth time changing the timetable. It was HORRIBLE! Seriously! It makes Fridays look extremely long.

Well, i was extremely tired today. Really under the weather and moody. This under the weather thing now occurs frequently. I keep spacing and blanking out. I cnt think straight. Its frekaing horrible. Imagine having a flu and panadol doesnt seem to help but make it worse.

Drama is falling apart! ARGHH! I keep losing focus. Ms Natalie seems quite angry with us already. We have to buck up! One more month! Need to put in that 200% to make it work.

And Gosh! Can you believe it! Sec twos have some weird new rules! they were super funny i felt like laughing. Gosh i have so much to complain about the new changes! Just to make it clear: we are so not slaves. Try to be understanding towards us. Sometimes, more rules just make more rebellion. Its not just stupid rules and regulations that will shape us. And what happened to freedom of speech? Seriously, all this is just giving me a headache and more stress. Not helping. Ouch.

Speaking of headaches- im totally dead beat mentally. Im having a serious mental block. I cnt write or think properly. I need a change in my life. Please please please! I need inspiration oh gosh i cnt believe it im actually begging right now. I hate being chained down by my own problems and school. Its like a rose without petals. Ouch ouch ouch!

Gosh i really miss Uma, Krish, Priyaa and Mira. Seriously need them. Where are the fuel to the fire! But thanks to Priyaa im gaining back the inspiration to write another story.

Gee i think thats all im going to rant for now i have so much to say. esp with all the bad drama hapening this week. Well, cya! and please tag!

Drama Season 2

2009-02-20T00:51:00.000-08:00

TheJOY! Another week has passed. Was sick for 3 freaking days! ): And lots of Drama has happened here and there. I was quite pissed during literature but i managed to hold it off. thank god! Missed 3 tests too! Yesterday i took an El test, which I didn't really concentrate! ARGHH! Had Chinese test too, that was freaking hard! Darn!

Tired Tired Tired and Bored too. Well, thats all im going to post today. Cya! XD

Endless flow

2009-02-13T04:51:00.000-08:00

Oh freakk!!!

... Nothing. LOL!

SO- today we had cross country at chinese gardens. 3.2KM! It wasn't so bad. Went running and walking, running and walking and then at the last 100m, CHIONG!!!!! Chiong with the sec ones. Hahah! Now my legs are pretty sore. Ouch. Also went up with Jireh and Jet and Jarod as the mascot. We put on alot of facepaint, well actually not me, Jireh And Jarod. I was the presenter LOL but too badd we didn't win ):

FREAKING pissed today but i think i got better towards the end of the day, went to west mall with crystal and Kevin. LOL! Then they go my house(: I ate Spagetti bolognese. I went around west mall asking for discounts here and there, but they all didnt work. heez!

BTW- Gee. I cnt wait to buy a camera! I really want to buyy! Currently out of pics to put on facebook and here. Damn!

DRAMA! Monday is Ms Fenny, voice trainer. I'm abit nervous now. Using a raspy voice can really hurt your throat, i need to learn to use my diapragm!

TIRED. Really tired, skipped night class today. Managed to msg Priyaa and Uma. Didnt msg Piyaa for a long tym. Hahah!

Well, that's all i can say for now i guess. Tata!

TAG REPLIES:

Priyaa: Hey yo! Long tym no see! Hahah! Yup. NO MORE NEGATIVE!!!! Bollywood is pleasantly nicee(:

Yi Da: LOL! Ok i will link you when im not lazy to edit my template. Which is probably three weeks later XDD

Uma: Sorry for the late reply! This msg must be outdated eh. Hahah! Nvm. tell me all abt the hot new news.

The first ever post

2009-02-07T20:03:00.000-08:00

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

I love "thinking of you" by Katy Parry! Yeay! XDD Sorry for being random. LOL! So here's my new blog. I know some of you are already quite irritated because i keep changing my blog. Heres a few reasons:
1. My last blog was really really negative and all and i just hate to put sad things in a sad blog so i decided to just erase them!
2. Too many intruders. Too many people seeing my blog. I don't like it when someone stalks me. i have to keep changing.

But most likely in will keep this for at least 6 months? lol. Do you guys think i should private this blog? btw, tag please! The tagboard is in desperate need of some redecorating!

Moving on to today, hmmm, i think all is well, i have a BIG zit right smack in the middle of my forehead! I need OXY 10!!!!!Im trying to burst it. LOL!

Tmr is monday. Somehow, i quite like monday. The lessons are fun only on mondays. The day before monday is a holiday and there's drama on monday! Somehow, Monday right now seems like my best day.

Well, that's all im going to right! Byee!